HER LITTLE SECRET PLACE

还是要放手的

2011-06-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

好久好久都没来写部落格了。
最近真的发生了很多事
都不知道应该怎么好。

我开口了。
过了怎么久
我终于开口了
开口要你离开
要你找寻自己的生活
让我们彼此过着
自己应有的生活

却在我说出这些后
心突然后悔了
也已经来不及了
你已经不在属于我
而属于另一个她

我应该学着放弃你吗？
应该放手吗？
这样一直纠缠的感情，打扰的平静和
流过的眼泪和受的痛苦
真的会结束吗？

唉~
就在即将考试的时
心却给脑一个那么大的麻烦
真的好烦。

算了，
读书去。
晚安！

雨天總會晴朗的

2011-04-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

四月十四號，雨天

今天下了一場大雨
把我的心情也搞差了
但雨很快就停了
心情也漸漸變好了起來

唉！

今天被整了
被朋友把我和一個朋友扯在一起
真不知道該怎麼好呢。
唉～只好用平常心對待咯。

好无聊又无奈的新年喔.

2011-02-05T20:42:00.002+08:00

新年快乐！

大年初三

祝大家万事如意，心想事成

学业进步！

初一是忙的不得了啊

到了表哥家拜年

在去光明山和Mandai

给祖先拜拜

到处跑

真的好累喔.

但也好玩啦

和亲戚聊天说笑

很久没这样了

初二就没什么

到了阿姨家聚会

聊天玩耍

不到一下下就要回家了

因为我要读书准备考试

真无奈!

今天

大年初三

也是在家读书读书读书

准备星期三的考试

但是也没有忘了去

健身放松放松身体和超级紧崩的头脑

所以

现在又要读书啦.

掰!

討厭！

2011-01-16T19:39:00.001+08:00

好討厭！
真的很討厭！

討厭當背影聲音
討厭當後背
討厭，討厭，很討厭！

沒人知道我的不喜歡
我的討厭，我的心里是有
多麼的不開心
眼淚和不開心都
只能往肚子里吞

但只有在您面前
我才能放心的放任自己
吐出心里話
這一切
唯有您知道。

心情超級不開心！

不爽中。。。

2011-01-13T13:08:00.001+08:00

好累喔。
睡不够！
等等健身后希望比较精神。

=)

好人真的有好报吗？

。。。

小淇很高兴!!!!

2011-01-08T23:53:00.003+08:00

呜！

刚刚去跑步了

很久没跑

体力都退了

跑不到一下下就开始觉得

累和喘

真的要慢慢把体力练回来

虽然今天跑的不是很快

但却跑的比以前远喔

真开心!

星期二在去跑吧.

妈咪终于回来了

不用在做兼职妈咪

而且又有好吃的晚餐吃

棒!

妈咪回来后才发现

自己有多么的想念她

唉!

考试要到了

只省三个星期的时间

准备准备

现在不能在懒惰了

一定要加油把书读好

为自己的未来和志愿加油

这是我自己争取的

一定要完成!

小淇, 加油, 加油,加油!

好啦!

今天就写到这里

晚安咯

今天又逼不得以提到你

现在整个心和脑都是你的影子

真的好想你

继续做作业

2011-01-03T01:40:00.003+08:00

1 点 40 分了

刚刚才完成作业

也不算完成了

还差两样没有做

应该是明天在做了吧

我的头脑就快要爆炸了

脑细胞也应该是死了不少

唉!

过了星期三

就要准备考试

要开始温书

应该会很忙吧

头脑也没空想那些有的没的

所以暂时脑袋可以把你

搁到一边去.

好啦

我要去睡觉觉咯

晚安!

新的开始 ... 2011 欢迎您

2011-01-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

2011年的第一文章

今天是一月一号 2011 年

一个很好的日子

新的一年

新的希望

新的人生

所有的一切能暂时重来

也希望一些忘不掉的事情

可以暂时回避吧

今天

应该是能出门庆祝新年

但为了了要赶作业

就没去了

整天留在家了

做作业

唯有下午

送妈咪和她的朋友到机场

她们应该现在已经到

北海道了吧

希望妈咪记得买my melody回来

嘻嘻! =P

好好喔

我好想去放轻松一下

这个学期真的好忙喔

都快不能呼吸了

希望过完农历新年后

能出国走走放轻松

哈哈!

还没考试就想要出国

最后我还是在这里祝大家新年快乐

健健康康, 学业进步, 心想事成

大家都要过的幸福喔

好的,

我要去睡觉咯

今天轮到我职夜班照顾我的宝贝

晚安!

掰!

End of 2010

2010-12-31T22:32:00.002+08:00

In a few more hours

it will year 2011

A WHOLE NEW YEAR IS COMING ITS WAY!

my last entry for year 2010

taking a break from assignment

since the brain is kind of block and

doesnt know how to report the result section

today is new year eve

shall let it rest for a day and

continue tomorrow again

hope that by wed i could complete the

whole assignment

sharon asked me abt my new year resolution

its a question i hasnt think for

since just now

think of a few new year resolution that i wish it could be fulfill

1. Enter into ECU psychology Hons program

2. Slim down at least 5-8 kg by 2011

3. Getting into a deeper spiritual relationship in God, hoping to know Him better

4. Reaching out to my friends and family

5. Bring the family bondage closer

i hope and yearn that this new year goal could

fulfill

熬夜的时期到了....

2010-12-31T01:53:00.002+08:00

1.53am

每个人在家已经

进入梦乡了

而我咧

刚刚把一部分的报告

给做好

下个星期三就要

交的报告

现在只省下几天的时间

明天是新年了

却不能和朋友一起出去

倒数新的一年

唉~

明天只好和

报告一起倒数好了

放了怎么多心思

在报告上

希望这个报告出来的成绩会是好的吧

噗!

一交完报告就要

立即准备考试了

一刻也不能休息

因为考试就在一月二十八号

好累喔

考完一定要好好的轻松!

加油!

好啦

时间也不早了

要去睡觉了喔

晚安!

坚持到底

2010-12-23T02:29:00.003+08:00

爆了！

真的受不了了。

就快被一切压的喘不过气

感觉自己累了

不想做任何事情

就想这样放弃

放弃一直以来自己争取的一切

放弃一直让自己走下去

让自己毫无顾虑的撑着这段感情

但，

就在想放弃时

洗地分出现了

他分析了一切又让我

继续坚持着自己的信念

不管老天的命运是怎样

我一定会死守到底

一段友情是得来不易的

是天主赐给我

今天，

也发现原来自己根本没有好好珍惜

友情。

害到洗地分被我们冷落了整整两个月多

幸好

一切都没事了

和他已经要好回也答应自己我不会在

让这一切又在从来。

今天，

要多谢

粉乃沙妹妹和洗地分哥哥

给予的鼓励

好让我继续坚持着自己一直以来的信念

今天让你们看到我从不对别人

流下的泪，真的是有一点不好意思

=）

总之，

这是我们之间的秘密喔。

不能告诉别人你们看过我哭

否则。。。

杀无赦！

哈哈哈！ =P

现在的心情好多了，

加油，加油，加加油。

=）

最后，

今天是洗地分哥哥

的生日。

在这里祝你

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

健健康康喔，老伯伯！

哈哈！

生病了。。

2010-11-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

终于身体输给了
可怕的病毒
和它大战了整整
一个星期
终于输了
已经开始在发烧
身体又痛又没力

病成这样
我想到你以前
当我生病时那体贴
的表情
好想念！

现在好想吃
你常在我生病时
为我煮的粥

但应该吃不到了。
(^_-)

好啦。
想念就在这里停止
去休息了喔。

我很好，那么你呢？

2010-11-26T00:54:00.001+08:00

你的微笑姿态
还是默默的存在
在我心里的某一块

爱不在是我们的
还是勇敢的期待

我很好那么你呢
想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开
现在都用微笑释怀
轻轻问候着

我很好那么你呢
离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得
而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的

我想
想起当时哭着和你分不开
哭着发简讯提出分手
而现在的我只能用微笑来释怀

但过了那么久
我明白也了解了
眼泪终于不在流下来
虽然你永远是我的遗憾
我却相信我们在不同的角落
一定会很幸福的

永远的遗憾我要把你收回
我心里的那一个角落
再见了，掰掰！

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OUT OF DIFFCULTIES MAKES MIRACLES

2010-11-22T00:53:00.004+08:00

umm

for the sake of vanessa

who said why is my blog in chinese

and she has to used a translator

so for now i going to write in english for the

time being until the time when

i feel like writing in chinese

today sermon

was preached by hong teck

he preached about choosing the road less travelled

and he says that as human we always choose route

that is convenient and easy

but nevertheless

it is always the route that would not lead us to life

but destruction

thus,

it is better in discerning to the voice of the holy spirit

as it leads us in walking the narrow route which

is difficult and small

although it is small and narrow but as

we rely the strength on the Lord

it will leads us to the life that

He want us to be

this actually struck my heart

when sometimes i ignore the voice of the holy spirit

and insisting of walking my way,

staying in my comfort zone and refuses to

follow Him as i know how difficult and hard the path

would be

but now

i am going to discern to His voice as He leads me

the life He created for me

today sermon strike me deep while WFL today

also did the something,

it was talking about MOTIVES

GODLY MOTIVES

i only have one thing to say was

right action + wrong motive = not right in god's eyes

What is important to Him is the motive of our heart

and not the action

the Lord want our heart to be right and having the right motive

then we can perform the right action

learning so much from WFL and sermon

i begin to understand and know Him

also i want to know Him even more

after WFL,

meet vanessa at centerpoint

then we head down to ION Prada

to have my wallet polish and now

it has returned to it BRIGHT PINK again

no longer that dull colour

hee!

after leaving prada

we head down to wheelock borders to check on vanessa's

book which she wanted to purchase

but unfortunately they doesnt have the book in stock

so we decided to go for dinner @ pasta house

during dinner,

we had a great chat about things

that are not easy to speak out

these things are things that are hidden deep inside our hearts

but we did had a great chat and dinner

finally,

we found the book at kinokuniya @ ngee ann city and

she bought the book immediately =)

after purchasing

we continue our journey down to wisma TCC for dessert

and continue our talk until TCC closes,

we head over to starbucks continue the talk

and realises alot of things

but we still decided

to perserve on this friendship that have come so far

and

i know we can make it.

cause

OUT OF DIFFCULTIES MAKES MIRACLES

i am looking forward to this day....

期待中....

雨停了，心雨还在下

2010-11-21T10:57:00.001+08:00

雨停了，
阳光又在一次笼罩
整个岛城。

但怎么心里的那一场雨
还没停呢。

这场雨几时才会停？

是不是想念越强烈
心里的雨就越大呢？

可是我真的没办法不想你。
每天都渴望见到你。

你是我人生最大的遗憾

2010-11-19T23:49:00.004+08:00

十一月十九号，晴

无意中找到了属于你的东西
一个我应该丢掉的东西
但发现原来我一直没有
倒底是自己不舍得还不是不敢呢。
这个东西让我想起所有的回忆
所有关于的一切

包括这首我们都很喜欢的《太想爱你》
每一句歌词都把藏在心里的所有
给挖了出来

也记得你走的时候
我自己没用的哭了多久
把曾经答应你的事都忘了

只知道自己的心已停止
不在跳动

其实每一天
都很想在见到你
但也知道这是不可能
你有你的生活，我也有我的生活

可是。。。
我只能说和你分开
是我这一辈子最到的遗憾。

朋友，到底是什么？

2010-11-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

十一月十二号，晴

今天和平常一样

但是今天接到学生父母的电话

告诉我本来十二月继续的补习要停一停

不知道是不是学生考的不好

而要停止呢。

我最害怕的事情终于发生了。

不知道为什么他会考不好

是我教的不好吗？

唉~

这几天我一直在想

什么是友情？

是不是我一直把友情的定义搞错了呢？

真的不知道为什么好好的

一个友情既然可以变成这样

大家已经尽量在维持这段友谊

但我怎么觉得根本没有一点点的进展

是我还是我们做的不好吗？

已经尽量不要忽略每一个人

而你还是对我们那么冷淡

真的真的很不开心！

有没有人能教教我怎么做啊。

我真的很珍惜也很想维持好这一份友谊

毕竟，

能成为志同道合的朋友并不容易

是缘分让我们成为朋友

朋友，是什么啊？

花钱容易，赚钱难

2010-11-09T14:40:00.003+08:00

十一月九号，晴

现在大多数的补习都停了

收入也暂时停顿了下来

而我现在才发现自己

的肩膀既然扛下这么多东西

就快要喘不过气了。

每一个月都在想着

现在要还这个又要还那个

存下来的钱很快就这样被还完了。

有时候会觉得好不公平

为什么姐姐念大学做兼职就不需要给

妈咪家用，而我就必须给。

难道，

我真的应该勒紧腰袋省着点吗？

现在看着银行户头里

只省下 $2.20 就觉得头疼

我要怎么用着个钱来过这整个星期啊。

唉~

有谁能帮帮我啊？

Is FRIENDSHIP important?

2010-11-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

its 12.27am

and i sitting on my bed with my lappy in front

having a bad blocked nose and tummyache,

i am pondering upon whether is friendship really important

is it just occur to me or everyone?

to me,

i think it is very important and i will try

all means to protect my friendship with anyone

even if it is broken i will also try all ways just to mend it back

friends - friendships

are peoples and relationships that God place in our life

which is through fate we get to meet together

is not any tom dick or harry can be friends

but it is undergoing obstacles together

makes us understand eachother more and

than we can become friends when we fully know eachother

friends come together to cover eachother bad points with

their good points and thats makes a friendship

i never regret

knowing all me friends and truly appreciate them

in my life cause without them

i would not have the fun, laughter, sorrows and bitterness

all this things that we undergo together

i will always remember

i really hope that all my friendship

will go a deeper level as we get to know eachother

lil princess 23rd birthday

2010-10-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

Thank God!

23 years old ago

on 06.10.1987

God breathe air into the life of

the lil princess of ong family

the lil princess have been growing smoothly

under the care of her daddy, mommy

and now she is 23rd years of age

happily serving her heavenly daddy

the one that gave her the breath to live

she is thankful to her earthly daddy and mommy,

of course not to forget her heavenly daddy

during,

this year of her 23rd birthday

she is happy and glad

that almost everyone gave her surprises

first,

was her CG members organise

a KTV outing on sunday then celebrated her birthday

together with a wonderful sis, Jing Yun

the gifts that was given by the CG wasn't

expensive but it was meaningful and she appreciated

so much.

second,

is her beloved bookworm peeps

brought her to sakae sushi for dinner yesterday

and it was a great one cause they talk and chill together

it was a long time since they do that

she is happy like a bird on that night

again,

the gift wasn't expensive but it was what she want

always and knew that the gift was prepared by vanessa meimei

cause she is the only one knowing that lil princess wanted that

ohhh!

lastly,

though the surprise has a little 漏洞

but she still enjoy it

you guys wanna gift her a surprise but in the end

she spotted you all and she think is sweet

and wonderful

thus, she thank god sincerely for such a buddies like you all

Overall,

is the hearts that matters!

today,

actual day of the birthday

she spent her wonderful dinner with her family

though is just a simple dinner but to her

is just PERFECT and she

is just loving it

mommy and sister

bought a winnie the pooh and piglet's

birthday cake for her

which she never knew of it

it was purely really a surprise for her

and she appreciated everything that

mommy and sister do for her

lastly,

she is happy and satisfied

with her 23rd birthday

loves and hugss

to everyone

muacks!

night!

I am His forever cause He redeemed me =)

2010-10-03T22:40:00.001+08:00

ABOVE ALL

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

Above all powers, above all kings
Above all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified
Laid behind the stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
Like a rose trampled on the ground
You took the fall and thought of me
Above all

today during svc,
i was totally captured by this song
during worship

it show me how big is His love
to every single one
even though to those who don't trust Him
He had a love of unconditioned which
no one in this world could ever
be like Him

He lived to die
being rejected and alone
being trampled by peoples
He bear everything on His shoulders
just because He love us

i am truly impressed by my Jesus
He is truly mine and I am truly His

i truly thank God for Him
sacrificing Him just for us
which we don't deserve but
His love for us
can't be measured by anything
and He just go to the cross whole
heartedly

I Love You, Lord.

=)

MY DEAR FRIEND

2010-10-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

My dear Friend by 七朵花

交换心情笔记一同去旅行约三天后剪个同样的发型
爱心特别给你我做的事情暗恋的那个人不懂我的心

我们比姐妹还亲彼此的秘密都能守口如瓶
我们不同的过去没什么关系未来才该珍惜

My dear friend 不管刮风下雨你有什么事情
陪你一起等风雨过天晴
My dear friend 世界如此拥挤我们能够相遇
是这个世纪最炫的奇蹟

感谢你的聪明补我的粗心缺一个就好像少了一根筋
刚好你的兴趣是我的专利这一点让我们更惺惺相惜

我们好不容易走到了现在
虽然中间吵过好多次架
但是我相信以后的日子我们还是会继续手牵着手
因为有你们才能坚持到现在
我们约好罗以后老的时候要一起回忆这些美好的时光
谢谢你们 my dear friends

dear friend,

i wanna know how you feel

what are you thinking or undergoing right now

the depressed feelings

you might think the friendship have

gotten apart but it hasn't

you might have feel leftout or

might think that the way we used to think

previously and now is different

friends are all make up of unique individuals

though might have same thinking

but

it will not be exactly the same

as different individuals have different

perspective of life

this makes a friendship

i doesn't know what are you thinking inside

and hope you will share it with me

seriously,

i doesn't want to spoil or lose the friendship

that is build up little by effort

是缘分让我们遇见

让我们互相弥补对方的缺点

Examination Ended

2010-10-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

examination finally ended

it was really difficult and tricky

like what we expect

but

i have really did my best for

every question in the paper and

hope for the best

i believe that if i gave in my best in everything

the Lord will do the rest of the job

preparing for this examination

was tough

time was short and syllabus to study

was huge

it should somehow motivates up

to study but it actually backfire

cause no one have been motivate to study

instead we are feeling depressed sometimes

anyway,

examination is over

what we can do now is just wait for

the results to be

i trust in Him that

everything is in His hand

怀念和你一点一滴

2010-09-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

孙燕姿-我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

-

真的怀念有你在的一点一滴

每一次回想都是种种的遗憾

以为自己已经把你放下

原来你不曾离开我的心里

一直躲在那最深处

我真的。。。

好想好想让这一切回到过去

回到那时的我们

我不想在说再见了

好想你！I MISS YOU!

IRRESPONSIBLE PERSON!!!!

2010-09-28T00:02:00.003+08:00

啊！

真的是受不了

最讨厌那些不负责任的人

离考试的时间已经越来越近

还曾答应我们你会帮我们

把notes做好

原来都是说说而已

气死人了啦。

好啦

我要去睡觉觉咯

明天要早起去给补习

晚安！

。。。。。。

2010-09-12T00:01:00.002+08:00

woooh!

went to my cousin's housewarming just now

with all my cousins, aunties and uncles

it have been a long while

since we have gathered together

for a gathering, should organise more next time

hee =D

just finished my essay 2 and tomorrow

i need to continue with my essay 3

before friday comes cause it is the

DEADLINE

out of sudden just now,

i felt so down, so depressed

and somethings from the past just flashed back

trying so hard to not remember

but somehow i was defeated by memories

feel like crying

tears just won't flow and continue to hold back

now my feelings is just the same as that time

when you left.

心痛

心死了，就不会在痛了

BEING LOVED

2010-09-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

a moment ago

my feelings was down

after a long day outside

struggling with my assignment

and returning back home

hoping for a word of concern

but somehow

nothing came out

tried my best to

accept, appreciate and accomodate

eachother differences

trying my best to learn from heavenly papa and Jesus

but

it was really tiring

it is just not easy learning these three points

just pray that Lord, you helped me be

more and more like you.

now,

feelings have become better

after listening to Worship You Alone

i remember that heavenly papa once told me

that only if i run back to Him, he will catch me with His arm

and shelter me under His wings.

He will pour down His love unconditionedly that

flood my heart.

I AM LOVED BY HIM

a long long day!

2010-09-11T01:12:00.003+08:00

today,

ummm, should be yesterday its 1.13am now.

it was a long day!

morning went over to junting & clarence's place

@ boon lay for CG gathering.

this can said to be the first time the CG gathered

for gathering, get to know the others today

though did not know them quite well

but

as time goes by it should be alright.

over @ junting & clarence's place

we made dumpling together then

sat down together and ate.

while we ate, we chatted, laughs

it was a great time.

later,

after food we played spongebob monopoly

it was cute!

I LIKE PATRICK

in the evening,

went down to SMU @ bras basah to meet

van and andrew.

it was a long ride for me to get from boon lay to bras basah

took 3 MRT lines today

from EW line to NE line than lastly to Circle line

it was really tiring

immediately start assignment when

reached SMU as

time is running out cause

assignment deadline is 17 sept and

am is only halfway thru essay 2

still have essay 3 to go on

must BUCK UP man!

afterwards,

went dinner together with van and

we had Lerk Thai. haa!

cause i am craving for thai food and we had a great

time of sharing too.

after dinner,

return back to SMU continue assignment

until around 11 plus then decided to pack up and go home

cab home just now from SMU

and super cannot tahan the cab uncle

keep on asking me questions till i reach my blk

tak buleh tahan lor.

LOL!

OK!

shall stop here,

tml got to wake up early for assignment again.

night!

I AM MISSING YOU ...

2010-09-05T00:40:00.003+08:00

It's 12.40 am

on a sunday morning

and I am just done with my new layout

Life has been busy recently

Tuitions, Assignment, Tutorials

sometimes really wanted to take a break

from everything and run away to a faraway

island to hide and just relax

but

I know, this isn't going to work

so continue to dream on.

Though,

running away to another island is not

possible but there is place

where I can run to anytime

a secret place where I can hide during the time

I am hurt, tired or wear out

that is the place where I have been longing for

and is the place that I will feel loved

that is the kingdom of my heavenly papa

recently,

my spiritual life has been dry

had not been communicating with heavenly papa

and I know I should and I needed to

as I have so many things that I need to tell Him

but just doesn't know why I am not doing it

could it be body over the mind?

or just I am being lazy

hais,

I need to speak to heavenly papa

and I am going to do it NOW!

need to tell Him everything that I

have been cooping in my heart.

好久不见

2010-08-19T17:34:00.001+08:00

WOW!
Is such a long time since I blog.
Have been soooo lazy recently.

Sch have finally started and the life of a student began, it is going to be assignment and exams again.

This time I wanna another D!

Lost and now secured

2010-07-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

I was walking aimlessly

nowhere to go,

no one to turn to.

As I was walking,

my heart fears of the eyes of people

around me.

They looked at me as if I am a alien

I heard your soft gentle voice calling

out to me in the midst,

your hands drawing me near to you

bringing me into your embrace

giving all the warmth and love

that I ever wanted.

This is where I feel home,

feel loved,

feel cared for.

Only in your presence,

I felt this everlasting presence of

unconditional love.

I was lost once but now I SECURED

Leading Praise again! Jia you!!!

2010-07-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

I am leading praise again

this coming care group together with sharon

and jing he will lead worship.

I was in total shock-ness when sharon

told me that I am going to lead praise.

man! I was like "huh! sure, not april fool."

anyway,

I am going to do my best again.

enjoy the praise and worship time together with God.

Jia you!!

He is stretching me to my MAX.

He knows I don't dare to.

HAHA!

Fire is a good servant but not a good master.

2010-07-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

It was so scary

one of the unit in the hdb flat that i am living

suddenly caught a fire,

nobody no what happened to the unit as

we only say black smoke

coming out from the unit.

soon later,

the civil defence came and evacuted everyone out

of the block. Thank god, no one is injured

in this incident.

the civil defence used around 30 minutes

to put out the fire as the fire is quite big and it

cause the outer wall of 12th and 13th storey to be

stained black by the smoke.

every residents was asked to write down their

particulars from the police and in another 30 minutes or so

we are being able to return back to our unit

but it is only from 10 storey and below.

But,

it was still a blessing in disguise that

no one is injured in this fire and

fire is indeed not a master.

alrights,

lets be careful in handling fire.

gd night!

need to sleep for tomorrow medical check up

and

IPHONE is coming back!!!!

ECLIPSE i am coming!

2010-07-02T13:16:00.002+08:00

ECLIPSE

wooohooo!!!

finally

the long awaiting time arrive

will be going cathay to watch eclipse

with caregroup.

hais!!

I am happy that I can watch eclipse

but

I am just MISSING my iphone

when does you arrive in singapore!!!

Sunday, 13 June, 2010

2010-06-14T00:27:00.001+08:00

Wooo!
Today was a GREAT day.
though I was really tired
but still I managed to focus myself
on God during worship

Sermon was good
Today pastor jeff preached on
truth telling and I was convicted on
the first grp of people who are those that
live on the approval on MEN rather on GOD

But from now on I will live on the approval of God.

Today,
was the last session of WOL and it was interesting
as we learned about the the end times - Revelation

I was excited and is like what Sharon say
we are all looking forward to that day and
God is seriously super CREATIVE.

Hee!! =D

Went IT FAIR.with Sharon to get
my printer and I got a Epson printer
for $98 with a FOC earphone and together with
a set of ink cartridges total was at $156.

IT FAIR is confirm a good choice to buy
electronic stuffs. Is super cheap despite of
the crowded crowds.

=)

Alrights!
I need to go sleep already.
Good night!!

Mission accomplished!

2010-06-12T15:25:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,

met sharon few hours early before

care group for the last practice before the

actual care group start.

To me,

leading praise and worship is not a hard

thing but is just that after so long

suddenly I need to lead praise and worship

it have this anxious-ness in me that

"Don't know whether I can make it anot."

But by God's grace yesterday

both of us did lead praise and worship together

though there is still alittle mistake

as we still doesn't have the 默契

which I used to have with my guitarist

previously.

Anyway,

I believe we will have somemore chance to

lead praise and worship together

and

practice makes perfect!

Truly,

as what sharon say

when you allow God to stretch you to your limit

you will tends to rely more on Him rather on

your strength where your own capability

can't reach the expectation of the task

Lastly,

I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.

Philippians 4:13

down with LOVE FLU

2010-06-10T01:30:00.003+08:00

just done with my new layout

doesn't have much change since

I doesn't have much mood to design it

due to my cold

went for tuition today both kids were great

but the p1 girl were hooked onto

my iphone, both she and her sister

just can't stop playing the games

i am kind of alright for them to play

since she is kind of obedient though

sometimes she has 小姐脾气

but i am still able to tolerate it

during the evening,

went down to sharon's house for

praise and worship practice

it have been since a long time since i lead

ever since i left church and now

is like a challenge from God during

one of the interaction time with

heavenly papa that i will allow Him to

stretched me to my limit and i am ready to become

Jesus's disciple, which next day

this challenge appear.

but anyway

i am going to my BEST

together with sharon

JIA YOU!

gd night!

i need my rest or else i will

stop sneezing non-stop

ahhh chewww!

haha!

Chiong-ing for EXAMS

2010-06-04T00:16:00.003+08:00

Just done with my one chapter from abnormal text

shall continue again tml

TIRED!

i am really very very tired this whole month

there is like tons and tons of things to do

it was first assignments and than now exams

but thank god

cognition have just passed yesterday s

now I am fully concentrating myself all on abnormal

and prepare myself fully for the exam on

monday though I know I can't do everything through

my strenght and I am telling God again

I AM COUNTING ON GOD

Is really God that make me perserve on during

my cognition exam when I am almost about to give up

but there is this strength that stop me from doing it

and make sure I do my best in everything I am supposed to do

AGAIN,

monday I am going to do the same thing

All my BEST!

nights

muacks

I am tired before but now I am refreshed!

2010-05-29T19:27:00.001+08:00

Life recently was no life at all.

Everyday life was just surround with
textbooks and notes. Though they are DRY but i still have to buck up and finish
studying them.

I know can make it!
Cause i am clinging to His strength that
allows me to do impossible thing and
He made me the head and never the tail
so I have to do my best and GLORIFY His name.

1st day conference of ID 2010

Today, was the starting of conference.
I was so excited for the conference, the praise and worship is awesome. I can feel Him.

Session 1 preached by pastor Jeff was great too. Throughly, we often misunderstood the idea of discipleship. But from today onwards, i am going to learn and be a disciple of Jesus. I am letting him mould me into the girl He wants me to me.

I AM COUNTING ALL ON YOU, GOD!
=D

Tml, another day of conference and i am anxious for the night session.

Umm,

Alrights!

I shall come more at night if possible,
need to rush home for family dinner and
I need to alight the train now.

Byeee!
luvs

考試時間越來越接近了喔。好累喔！

2010-05-23T00:02:00.001+08:00

又是一天了！

離考試的時間越來越近
也不知道來的及讀完嗎
希望考試一切順順利利
這次的考試一點也不簡單喔。

盡全力去讀吧。
相信如果我給我的全部
上帝一定會幫助我的。

加油！

好啦，讀了一天得書
是時候睡覺了
我的頭腦快崩潰了
它現在正在震痛著
而且明天要早起
去教堂。

所以大家晚安囉。

明天在見！

^^

阿嬷离开的第七天 <五月十七日>

2010-05-20T14:15:00.002+08:00

今天是阿嬷的头七

原来阿嬷真的有回来喔

真的是太开心了

而且每个人虽然看起来没事

但还是可以看到大家有一点点舍不得

看着阿嬷的照片都眼眶红红

可是也没办法

人走了, 我们不能说不让她们走啊

现在的阿嬷那么自由自在

她一定会比在医院的时候更开心的

因为已经没有病痛了.

阿嬷离开的第六天〈五月十六日〉

2010-05-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

今天,

心里好多了

虽然还是很不舒服

提到或看到都会落泪

但是没那么辛苦了.

到了光明山拿阿嬷的骨灰

在把阿公的骨灰从原本的位置请了出来

和阿嬷放在一起让他们永远都不用在分开

知道阿嬷会和阿公永远在一起

我很开心

因为阿公阿嬷不会寂寞

现在最亲的阿公阿嬷已经离开了

我更要帮忙照顾好阿姨舅舅

还妈咪.

我答应过阿公和阿嬷会听话好好的

照顾妈咪,

我不会食言

因为我爱他们啊

今晚凌晨阿嬷头七了!

希望阿嬷一切安好也准备了阿嬷就喜欢吃的

糕点和咖啡

想念这...

阿嬷离开的第五天〈五月十五日〉

2010-05-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

到了.

该来的终于都来了.

阿嬷终于要火化升天了

终于要去和我阿公在一起享受

他们神仙班的生活

在阿嬷烧的那一瞬间

我真的傻了

眼泪不停不停的流,

嘴里只能在喊她最后一声的

"阿嬷"

一切都完毕后,

回到家看到阿嬷的一切

还是忍不住会落泪

甚至提到关于阿嬷的一切

还是回想哭

虽然我知道阿嬷已经很开心

享福了. 但是心里还是很不舒服的

想起她和舍不得.

阿嬷, 你能告诉我, 你是不是真的开心啊?

我爱你, 阿嬷!

永远都是. 不用担心, 我会好好的照顾妈咪.

阿嬷离开的第四天〈五月十四日〉

2010-05-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

第四天了!

离火化的时间越来越近

心里也开始不安了起来

过了第五天,

我在也看不见阿嬷

听不见她的声音

很感谢那些下来或不能下但有问候

的朋友,

谢谢你!

第四天,

也是念经的时候

也就是说明天就是阿嬷出山火化的日子

我整晚不敢睡的陪着阿嬷

希望能有多一点时间陪着她直到现最后一天

阿嬷离开的第三天〈五月十三日〉

2010-05-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

已经第三天了!

丧礼已经第三天,

这次我真的能在那里住帮忙到天亮

陪着阿嬷.

能在那里守夜我真的很开心

在阿嬷最后的路程陪着她

是我唯一能做的事情

晚上我带表哥家去洗澡

让后在和表哥和表嫂

下去继续守夜到隔天早晨七点钟就

和表哥表嫂回家睡一下.

虽然很累

但是我觉得一切是值得的.

阿嬷离开的第二天〈五月十二日〉

2010-05-16T22:14:00.003+08:00

阿嬷离开的第二天，

试着已平常心对待

但是才发现我不行。

当我看到阿嬷的房间和她常用的厕所

心里就莫名其妙的涌起

一种难过的感觉，而眼睛也不知觉的

湿了起来。

傍晚一补完习就立刻

赶下丧礼帮忙

也慢慢的适应控制情绪

虽然很舍不得但是不能在

长辈的面前哭，

不如她们也会受不了的受我影响

由于,

隔天还有补习就不能

在那里守夜帮忙。

回到家依然还是没有什么睡的着

因为心整个都在那里

想念着阿嬷。

我真的真的很想念阿嬷。

阿嬷离开的第一天〈五月十一日〉

2010-05-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

阿嬷终于离开了。

在星期二晚上十点四十分

医生告诉了我们阿嬷已经离开

当时听到消息真的是

让我不知所措

不知道该怎么好，

真的不舍得她里去

又不想让她痛苦

但是,

我最后还是学着放手

因为我知道她的离开是对她最好的解脱

以后阿嬷就可以没痛的继续在另一个世界

过着她的生活,

而且还能和阿公在一起永远不用分开

我爱你，阿嬷！

你永远都我在我心里面。

Tuesday, 4 May, 2010, Sunny

2010-05-05T00:39:00.002+08:00

finally,

done with my cognition assignment

but doesn't really know did I do it the way

the tutor want. Just pray that it would be alright.

today,

met the guys at school to do assignment

and while doing assignment, i wanted to type

"relationship" and my finger just couldn't

make it but type "relationshop"

man!

i think i seriously need retail therapy after

the whole thing, too much stress piling up inside

and my brain is telling me, it cant take it anymore

left school at around 6 plus

train down to novena-TTSH to visit grandma

and also have dinner cause mum packed it down for me

*thanks mum*

Grandma admitted to TTSH for a week

today is one week since grandma was admitted to TTSH

her condition have seen to improved but just doesn't know why

she just can't gain conscious by opening her eyes

we tried different method to wake her up, such as

buying a cup of coffee and blowing the aroma of the coffee

for her to smell, she has the reaction but just can't

wake up.

seriously,

i am worried that like what the doctor said

that she might be having seizure in the brain which was not showing

out and thus can't regain consciousness

God, I sincerely pray for grandma health to regain

and she could regain her consciousness like

what she used to be.

Lord, I am willing to pray and fast for her

I just pray for Lord to heal her.

alrights,

I gtg to bed now

tml tuition at 9.30am and 3.30pm

also need to complete my cognition assignment

which is left with abstract then continue with

abnormal.

good night!

Sunday, 2 May, 2010, Sunny & Humid

2010-05-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

Yesterday,
went for bro-in-law bdae party
not really a big party but jus a gathering
for his associates

The party was fun though
was boring as they were all playing the
Texas poker and both me and
Su En, one of my bro in law friend cum associate has nothing to do.
In the end, both of us become nanny as we took care of
two little sweetie pie.

After the whole thing,
we went down to The Cathay
to catch a movie, IpMan2
the movie was great and
DONNIE YEN was damn super handsome. I just love him so much. Haha! Charming guy!
Though he is a middle age guy,
he really doesn't look like one. Cool! ^.*

Was so tired today morning and couldn't
wake up to meet Sharon for breakfast
before service.
But still I woke up and meet Sharon at
Somerset for breakfast than we head
down to cuppage for service.

Today's worship was the longest, we
worship for a entire 1 hr. The presence of God was really there
and I was really drawn into His
presence.

Service was GREAT today!

After service, we had lunch and after
which Sharon and me walked down to
Smu to meet Vanessa and Steven
for study.

Unfortunately, there wasn't any table for
us to study. In the end, we find a space
on the floor and just started doing but didn't study for long.

Around 6pm, we left Smu.
Both Sharon and me took circle
line. I dropped at douby gaut so I could
change over to the red line down to
Novena @ TTSH to visit grandma.

Grandma admitted for 5th day
Today, was much better.
No seizure and started on liquid food
instead of the drip but still unconscious
due to the seizure meds.

I know that Grandma will be fine
cause God is the Healer.

He will be there to heal here and
as my part I will pray and fast for grandma.

Thank you Lord!

Okay, match time and bed time
Good night!

Saturday, 1 May, 2010, Sunny

2010-05-01T18:01:00.001+08:00

Grandma admitted TTSH 4th day
When down to TTSH to visit grandma before running errand with sister.

She is finally all better
Last seiZure she had was yesterday
4am and till just now hasn't had one.

Thank you Lord for His blessing and healing.

I will cont to pray somemore for grandma.

Saturday, 1 May, 2010, Sunny

2010-05-01T12:51:00.001+08:00

Testing to blog with my iPhone.
And looks like its a success. =)

Wooo!
Happy Labour Day to all working peeps!

Is a day for a rest before it commence
work on Tuesday or perhaps some are Monday.

Friday, 30 April, 2010, Sunny

2010-04-30T22:09:00.003+08:00

Life for this two days were just busy

school, assignments, tuition

tons of things to do

need to finished my assignments for cognition and abnormal

before next week as cognition

need to be submitted on thursday

while abnormal need to be submitted on following monday

Grandma admitted to TTSH the 3rd day

this week is also a heavy week for me

as grandma is still admitted in the hospital

her condition is still as critical, having seizure and its not

getting any better

just came back from hospital

grandma's hand is swollen and still unconscious due to the

seizure medicine

the moment i sees all the tube that's around grandma poking into

her veins and her swollen hand, my tears can't help my

welled up in my eyes

i sincerely pray for a miracle to happened

even after cousin told sister and me about those words

that the medium told them, my heart tighten but no tears was there

it was told that before grandma was down

my deceased big uncle and aunty did went to see grandma

then they were wanting to bring grandma away to where they are

which is around this few days

i hope that this day will not come

i will pray even more for a miracle to come

i know God is going do His best

I love you, grandma.

good night.

Tuesday, 27 April, 2010, Sunny

2010-04-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

OMG!

have been ill for around one week already

and i am not yet fully recover

now,

though the sore throat has subside a little,

the cough was still there as usual

but now the running nose come along

together with fever after the blocked nose

the feeling of running nose is really terrible

went for cognition tutorial today,

class was great as we did clarify with dr loke

whatever we need to clarify with him regarding the assignment

so now

we have to start rushing the assignment which is due on

6th may and abnormal assignment that is

due on 10 may

its our ASSIGNMENT crave time!

today,

was great for the whole day despite of my not feeling well body

but everything when down when my flip flop

broke off when i am walking over to redhill mrt

tried many ways to mend the flip flop with the help of

yinan gege but still can't mend it

so in the end i got cab home as i really can't walk with the flip flop

not only that flip flop spoils my day,

in the evening when i am having my dinner before class

i received a phone call from my sister telling me

that my grandma was hospitalized

i doesn't know what really happened to her

thought of going to visit her after class with mum

but sister told me that she ate the medicine which will be

unconscious till the next day, perhaps i got to visit her tomorrow evening

i pray hard for God to heal her

and she would have the appetite to eat again.

okay!

time for medicine and sleep

tuition early in the morning again.

good night!

Sunday, 25 April, 2010, Sunny

2010-04-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

umm..

it have been a long time since i updated my blog

today,

must really update on it

especially on the powerful sermon being preach by

pastor denis from kuching

about worship dynamics

we always thought that worship is just singing

along with the music getting the presence

of God into the place

but we doesn't really know that

worshipping is actually the only time we

can get really connected with God

pastor denis talk about 3 worship points which is

1. Worship, Its Attention Grabbing

cause it draws us into His presence and switches our focus

from man to God.

2. Worship, Its Supernatural

where we can catch on to who really God is

and we are gripped by who we really are

this leads to the essence i caught in svc today

WORSHIP IS COMMUNICATING WITH GOD

3. Being real with God

means we are broken before Him and it changes

our heart condition that it is no longer harden towards him

which is also getting onto His agenda of what He have and

not what we have

seriously,

this whole svc was great and inspiring

even with the altar call song

How can I keep from singing

it was really great

the presence was there and can feel that

everyone sing out from their heart to God

after svc, during lunch,

jing he passed to us the ID2010 church conference

and I was like "should I go or not? since exams is like few days

now the days." BUT in the end I still took the pen

over from sharon and sign up the form

it should be a great chance to experience God

and learn more about Him

truly I know if we give our best in everything

we can, God will do the rest for us

and He will never short change us,

right sharon?

He made us the head and never the tail

lastly,

went study with the clique at SMU

studied for 2 to 3hrs than walk down to iluma

for dinner and that steven gave darling and honey

a great fright and i was than being frightened by their scream

haha!

had a debate session after dinner

it was fun to have such a debate rather than our

normal talk and sometimes it can be boring

later,

around 9plus

we left iluma and head down to bugis

to train home, then steven out of a sudden

he wanna bus home

BUT

still in the end we managed to call him back

to train home together with me

haha!

and he did!

woooh!

this should be my longest entry

okays,

this is my day,

and now i got to head to the kitchen

for my medicine then sleep

have really been coughing badly this two days

hais!

good night!

Monday, 15 February, 2010, Cloudy

2010-02-15T16:58:00.004+08:00

大年初二!

这几年的大年初二都好像平时一样

没什么特别

不知道会不会是人都长大的问题

以前经常都是跑来跑去

一起打闹,玩耍,聊天

什么都能做.

可是今年的新年就好无聊喔

除了在家吃饭,看戏,瞎哈拉

就没什么东西好做

唉!

好啦.

我要去看戏咯.

Sunday, 14 February, 2010, Sunny

2010-02-14T10:54:00.007+08:00

OH耶！

今天是大年初一喔。

一早就起床准备

换上新衣服和把妆画好后

就耐心的等着亲戚一一到家里报到

刚刚也收了今天的第一份红包

就是Daddy, Mummy给的啦

哈哈!

本来今天是要为头发做Rebonding的

可是我昨天下午又去把头发尖短了

所以今天烫发就免了吧

还有,

昨天真的是忙的天花乱坠

帮忙清理家务事后就

立刻赶紧的把新床单给换上

不如又要被骂了. 嘻 =)

嗯, 今天部落格就更新到这里吧

我要耐心的等亲戚来了喔

我在这里祝大家新年快乐!

Saturday, 13 February, 2010, Sunny

2010-02-14T00:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

is a whole new year for all chinese friends

let me wish all of you

万事如意

心想事成

学业进步

财源滚滚来

大吉大利

步步高升

hee!

新年快乐喔

Friday, 12 February, 2010, Sunny

2010-02-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

It's lunar new year eve!

a year have passed and there

goes the cow and here comes the

tiger year.

everything starts anew

i hope this year would be a great year ahead

and God bless this year fruitfully, I just wish

there would not be any natural disaster

which what the world encounter last year

today,

went for the cny service

and pastor spoke about building relationship and love

which i think is quite true especially in asian context

there isn't alot of family practice saying i love you

this word i love you seems so vague in

asian family but i believe if god's love is upon us

we can spread His love out.

perhaps our way of expressing love may not

be by saying out but by presenting something to the

person that we are expressing, like preparing meals

and buy some gifts to bless them

just now while walking over to parkway parade

JH asked me whether do i want to lead praise and worship

during care group. i was shocked because

i hasn't have the faith to do it after such a long time

which i am still waiting for God's calling of what He

wants me to do this time in His kingdom.

I will be listening to His calling

where He wants me go, I will go.

erm ...

i need to go to bed soon

later need to wake up at 5am to help mummy

prepared for the cny foods and all.

i am learning how to cook like mummy does.

good night!

Sunday, 7 February, 2010

2010-02-08T00:35:00.003+08:00

woo!

exams have finally ended on friday

rm paper was kinda of tricky and its tiring

attempting 85 mcq questions and 10 short answer

but still thank god that the mcq that was out is those

that i did study hard for and hope

everything will be alright

I have already done my very best in doing it

the rest I shall leave to God

You are the mighty one that can do impossible things!

today service was great

worship was really overwhelmed by His presence while

singing the song "Reaching for You"

Sermon was great too!

pastor talk about relationship: God guide to finding a right partner

I feel that is it important to learn to find the right partner

people nowadays aren't really serious in their relationship

don't know is it trying out stage or still searching for their identity

after sermon,

i can really confirmed my basic criteria for my partner

which is he must be a

-christian

-love God the same as I do

even if he is really not a christian and couldn't be one due to

some other reason,

i still won't force him until he is ready BUT

he DEFINATELY

cannot detrack me from loving God

other criteria will be just my normal preferences

which i am still waiting for God to show me the person

that He think is ideal for me

went far east today with vanessa and sharon for cny

shopping. bought all the stuffs that are suppose to be

bought for cny. really spend like nobody business but

this time cny shopping i spend less

all the stuffs add up to $150.00 bucks

which normally i will exceed $200 de lor

buying clothes at far east is good!

alrights!

is late!

i need to get off to bed soon.

yawn!

bye!

night!

Tuesday, 5 January, 2010, Rainy

2010-01-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

Its a brand new year again

2009 have passed and now 2010

have come.

everything starts anew

even my life start new again

cause i am reborn in the name of christ

i am really glad to be back in His house

as i am no longer alone and scared

cause He is there for me

sun went for my first svc with

sharon and started a new life in a new house

of Him. I hope to grow more in His kingdom and

to do great thing for Him.

Not only that,

my child sponser have already been approved

which mean I am now a "mummy"

and i am going to provide the necessity for my

sponser child.

my sponser child is a girl from myanmar,

she is cute and adorable which i am looking

forward if i can go visit her one day

lastly,

if you guys have enough or more than enough to spend

why not saved it up and sponser a kid

with world vision as these kids really need the

help from us.

alright!

i am going to bed now.

night!

Tuesday, 8 December, 2009, Sunny

2009-12-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

hee

again i have not been updating my blog

as usual because i am lazy

life have been tiring and stress

with assignment deadlines and this

time modules are not easy at all

is like entering into a level higher than last

two semester.

DEADLINES

Research Method 3 Assignment 1 - 15th Dec

Developmental Mid Test - 30th Dec

Research Method 3 Assignment 2 - 8th Jan

Developmental Research Report Assignment - 11th January

Developmental Exam - 3rd Feb

Research Method 3 Exams - 5th Feb

deadline after dealine

this semester the deadline are much more

pack perhaps due to public holiday

but i believe i could meet the deadlines.

oh,

lastly,

i finally watched twilight sage: new moon

edward cullen is so charming!

haha.

alrights,

gd night!

Wednesday, 02 December, 2009

2009-12-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

umm

it have been a long time since i update my blog

have just gone for rm tutorial and

seriously i think i am in love with rm

which i feel its interesting maybe there is not much calculation

to do as there spss around

truly,

i should fall for rm which my end goal is psychology

and during honours, post graduate or even masters

i needed rm so much to do research based stuffs so i am

now learning to fall for this module which i think i have been

a little falling for it.

tomorrow

developmental tutorial and i am going to see

the same lecturer again.

haha!

but she is great.

she have the patience in teaching and most importantly

she explain everything carefully and precise

looking forward to tomorrow tutorial

good night!

Sunday, 15 November, 2009, Cloudy

2009-11-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

OH 我的天!

i am injured again

but not that serious this time

is just little spraining on my neck and shoulder

during sleep

must be curious how i sprain it right

haha!

don't ask me

i really don't know how i sprain it which

i only knew in the middle of the night by the

pain

now,

the pain have been better

not really that pain anymore and my

neck is able to turn left right without much pain

but still it cannot turn to the extreme

alrights,

i need to go to bed soon as tomorrow

got to continue on my article reading which

i just started not long ago

i just want to say that developmental psychology

is not an easy subject.

;)

Tuesday, 10 November, 2009, Cloudy

2009-11-10T20:54:00.003+08:00

sunday evening marks the last day

of my 3days lectures with my professor

this three days maybe the most tedious

days of lectures every semester but it is also

the most fruitful time to learn and understand

even more

developmental studies are more about the womb to tomb

stuffs and about the lifespan of a human at

different stages you encounter different things

in order to make one grow which i feel lifespan is

more of a discontinuous thing

now only encountering things to let us grow but we also

obtained certain things in certain age to allow us to change

to some better and different

e.g. during adolescents time we always go around exploring

for our identity, beginning to have some

self understanding on ourselves and it is also this time

we build up our self esteem

in developmental there is alot to learn and understand which

there are different things to take note in different

stages of life

after,

sunday last lesson with my professor

i began to be interesting in developmental understanding

about every little things that happened in the differnt

stages of the lifespan, which seriously lifespan/developmental is

something unique and special

just like you and me!

now,

got to get going with my textbook again

cause i am having my open book test on

16 December 09

gambateh!

Friday, 6 November, 2009, Rainy

2009-11-06T12:07:00.003+08:00

class COMMENCE tonight

holidays is going to end later in the evening at 6.30

when the first lecture commence and

again it would another long, tedious weekend

just pray hard that we can survive through the

lecture this time since our group have been splited into

two dfferent modules and class

hang on there pals,

we will overcome the tiredness together

though in different class.

;)

lastly,

i need to wish QUEENIE a very

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!

Tuesday, 03 November, 2009, Cloudy

2009-11-03T14:10:00.005+08:00

FINALLY!

came up with a new layout yesterday

and this time is about

MY MELODY

i have been so into my melody recently

don't ask me why cause i couldn't answer it to myself too

anyway,

class starting soon on friday

and i am chiong-ing my research method

for the third time after the second semester with the

rest of the peers, while only yinan and me will be

taking developmental than the rest

are taking their elective.

sad

only one module together with the rest

and the other we are two left alone.

haha!

let's jiayou!

Thursday, 29 October, 2009, Rainy

2009-10-29T00:52:00.005+08:00

OMG!

我的天啊!

好姐妹果然是好姐妹

什么事情都瞒不过你的眼睛

没跟你说你都知道是谁

难道你是我肚子里的虫

哈哈!

我们俩果然是好姐妹

没有什么事情是逃的了彼此的眼睛

爱死你了

答应帮我保密喔.

不如我真的不知道脸要往哪里放了

Monday, 26 October, 2009, Cloudy

2009-10-26T00:08:00.005+08:00

我。。。

我觉得我开始已经有一点点的

喜欢上你了。

自己会不知觉的害羞起来

这一种感觉和上次不一样

这次比较强烈

甚至会不知觉的留意你

我真的喜欢你了吗?

还在搞不清楚中

Tuesday, 13 October, 2009, Rainy.Cloudy

2009-10-13T00:27:00.005+08:00

wooo

blog update from macau

today... err should be yesterday

it was quite sway in the afternoon

before boarding the plane cause it rains

and everything delay.

we should reach macau at around 3pm but

because of the delay we reach around 4pm

and everything was in a rush even doing shopping

at zhuhai

later another unfortunate thing happened again

the hotel that we book on the phone last month

for the stay at hongkong was fully booked

and because we need not put any deposit cause we are not

told to the so, the room have been all booked with not

reserving it for us.

however,

though we have such a shocking event that may hinder

our journey, we still try not to let it hinder us as

we went to the seafood street situated at zhuhai

to have the wonderful seafood dinner which is only

like $100plus in sing dollar for 3 person with

fresh seafood to eat

omg!

i just can't stop thinking about the seafood dinner just now

it was so yummy and filling which i think in singapore

there isnt any chance to have such a meal

after doing all the shopping from zhuhai

we rushed back to the hotel got the internet line for $30 sing dollar

which before that we didnt and everything nearly crop up

but fortunately we decided to purchase the hotel internet line

rather than the slow internet which

35 minutes ago we have finally got a hotel room from

STANFORD

thank god!

photos update will have to wait till i return

back to singapore

hope that i am still able to update again

tomorrow at HK.

OH!

lastly before i end this session

i bought a my melody keychain

which i only found the one and only one

sad!

BUT

i am going HK to purchase more

hahaha!

Wednesday, 07 October, 2009, Sunny

2009-10-07T22:36:00.004+08:00

WOOO

exams have finally been over

and is time for some relaxation

for at least 3 weeks before the new semester

commence.

i am seriously going to take this 3 weeks of break

to rest all i want before new semester start

as i might not have time to rest since

the next module i am taking is quite tough and heavy

today's paper was quite okay

not that easy as what we expect, cause it was

a little tricky in some of the question but still

managed to work it through the question with doubts

i have already done by best for this paper

and whatever results i have got for this paper i shall not

be sad and emo if it did not comes up to my expectation.

though just now i was a little emo when i received my

assignment 2 results and i did not score as well as what i expect

anyway,

when i received my results i will not get emo and accept the fact

that this is the result that i have been awarded after

the hard work. which i am going to increase my

critical point up to 1 and not .01

now!

i am patiently counting down for my

HK trip and KL trip.

it was the first time we leave the country together as peers

though is just somewhere near but i bet we will enjoy it

counting down!

12 more days!

Tuesday, 06 October, 2009, Cloudy

2009-10-06T22:42:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO ME

and

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO MY JOMAINE (lols)

birthday clashes with my exams

therefore there isnt any chance for me to celebrate

due to my revision going on so actually

had a simple dinner at home and they bought me a cake

did those routine birthday procedure and again

i made the wish as yesterday

first wish: I wish the world and everyone live peacefully and safetly

second wish: i wish all of peers including me could pass our exams

lastly: ... ... secret!

i appreciated the hard work done by everyone for me

during this period of my time

thank you!

loves!

good luck for tomorrow social exams!

Tuesday, 06 October, 2009, Cloudy

2009-10-06T01:00:00.006+08:00

woof
phew

finally i am done with my RM2 exams
it was a difficult one not really for the MCQ question
though it was kind of tricky with the option given
but the structured question were
really hard though there is couple of question we were
given as ~~mock~~ exam.

hais!
i just couldn't make it to remember the one whole chunk
of answer but still manage to remember one or two
question which manage to get some marks into my pockets

seriously, i just hope for a credit
will do for RM2 cause i have already put in my best
in doing for the exams.

after exams,
one whole bunch of us went over to the macdonalds
near school for supper since we have almost utilise half of our brain cells
and they surprise karen and me with
coffee bean muffins bdae cakes which i realy appreciate the
surprise they have done in this critical period
for both karen and me whose bdae hit onto the day of exams
for karen which is on 5th

a big thank you to all of you for the hard work done
in this surprise and i love the present and the muffin alot.
love you guys! =)
we shall strive together in our exams and most importantly
our degree.

i have received quite a couple of bdae wishes at the time of 12plus
wishing me a happy bdae from my friends, bebe and
ruby meimei

thanks for your wishes!
greatly appreciated
and
i love you all!

muacks!

ok!
i shall stop here for the now
and go for my bed
since tomorrow i need to wake up early
for my last paper revision

good night!

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her sweet dreams @ 1.12 am

Sunday, 4 October, 2009, Sunny

2009-10-04T16:14:00.003+08:00

Its sunday today

a day more to tomorrow for RM2

examination

it have been days since i study for my RM

and finallyy have done up the last part of the study

have just done the mock exam paper

given by my lecturer to give it a try on

how tomorrow exam is going to be like

which i think i still need somemore revision

from my notes before i commence another mock exam

tomorrow before exam

may god bless us tomorrow!

and let our brain work during the exam

for whatever we learn are being used

Saturday, 3 October, 2009, Rainy

2009-10-03T21:15:00.003+08:00

counting down

seriously i am counting down to the day

of my exams

which in 2 more days will be my RM2 exams

and 4 more days to my social psy exams

everyday have been reading, reading, reading and reading

till sometimes i wonder have my brain absorb things

that have to be absorb

brain has been getting heavier and heavier

each day and every morning

the first thing that i do was to greet my books

good morning!

really hope exams could come and leave soon

Tuesday, 29 September, 2009, Sunny

2009-09-29T00:21:00.003+08:00

woof!

is so stressful

exams is coming in less than two weeks time

and there is more to study

still have another 11 more chapters to read

for social psychology and my research method exams

in on the 5th of oct which i hasn't start anything to study

DAMN stressful

brain please work it out and

buck up for the better

lets strive together for the last lap.

Thursday, 25 September, 2009

2009-09-25T01:17:00.005+08:00

wooo

it was a hilarious and stressful day

met vanessa at tiong bahru today

before going to school to meet sharon and andrew

for assignment

i went over to challenger today to purchase my mouse

cause my ~~old~~ mouse was certified dead

to the extend of me myself don't know how does it

certified dead when i have only bought for less than a 2 months

bought the same kind of mouse again but with

a different colour, from pink to red

after getting all our stuffs from tiong

we head down to school to meet the rest and had

our lunch before starting assignment which

luckily we managed to finished part of the part b

assignment leaving with the discussion part which was

going to be discuss during the lesson

during lesson it was stressful too when our tutor

ask us to do our discussion before she explain it further to ask

and seriously i don't know what to do with the discussion

until she further explain then i was "ahhhh! is like this"

but this stuck of words when trying to write it out in words

nevertheless,

we still managed to get half of the part a discussion done

before leaving school and we couldn't stay any later

since we are the last batch to leave when all my other classmates

leave at around 9plus.

then

the hilarious part is here

when we were at the traffic light near school

vanessa than realised that she forgot her handphone

which she left it in the class but thank god there is this

kind person bought it down for her

but unfortunately that person forgot to tab his own card

onto the system

hope nothing would have happened to him.

later when we were on our way to redhill mrt

andrew saw a dead, flat snail on the ground and inform us not to

step on it, which we listen but vanessa has a heart full of empathy

started to ~~grumble~~ at the "person" that step onto

the snail which this is were our jokes began.

starting from sharon,

she begin with must we bring the soul of the snail back and

we begin with the

"阿牛, 回来, 回来啊. 你死的好残喔."

one sentence coming out with different dialect language

then it came out with a song.

"阿牛, 我等着你回来, 我等着你回来."

haha!

perhaps is not ~~funny~~ to you

but is funny to us.

serious!

ok!

i need to take a break now

time for bed

good night!

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her sweet dream @ 1.33 am

Wednesday, 23 September, 2009

2009-09-23T20:35:00.003+08:00

OH我的天啊！

is really tiring.

it is not only the body that is tired

the soul is also tired and overall the tiredness is

from inside out

have been rushing assignment since last week

and examination preparation since last week too which

it have less than a month to the upcoming exam

while 2 weeks to the submission date of the

RM assignment

is so tiring!

just came back from school after meeting up

to discuss about the assignment but thank god

we are able to get it done like half for assignment 2 part a

nevertheless, there is still part b left for to do

which i think is kind of chim

hais!

alrights,

i need to get some rest now

cause tomorrow we are meeting up again.

see ya

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her beautiful nightmare @ 8.46pm

Sunday, 13 September 2009, Rainy

2009-09-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

昨天真的是一个又充足又惊险的一天啊

傍晚约了Sharon,Vanessa和Karen

到了补习老师家去上课还上了一个复杂的一堂课

但是上完后, 却了解很多Statistic 的课业。

我们整整上了三个钟头多的课

脑细胞都快被用完了。

上完课后，

我们就决定要去喝咖啡但是却

又找不到一个可以在晚间营业到很迟的

咖啡厅，所以就决定换个节目主

到 Choa Chu Kang 的 Lot 1 去看半夜场

我们选看了 The Ugly Truth 真的是令我们

整场都在戏院里笑个不停

真的是笑到肚子痛了！

但是我们却用了一个钟头半的车程才到了

Lot 1 去看电影。都是我自己啦。

对路还不是很熟，所以绕来绕去都到不了目的地

而且还差一点的走完整个新加坡的高速公路。

之后看完了电影也就把她们一一的安全送会见

也在车上聊了很女孩的私密话题

而且就只有女孩子才能怎么友好的聊天

昨晚真的很开心，

我们女孩子终于可以一起出来享受

一下 ladies>

我们以后真的要多多出来喔。

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her beautiful nightmare @ 10.06pm

Tuesday, 8 September, 2009, Sunny

2009-09-08T23:47:00.006+08:00

这次就让我用华语来打着个文吧。

已经有很久没用华文打部落格了

希望没退步喔。

吼！

终于做完明天要交的文章了

整整赶了好几天终于把搞定

而且啊

这次的文章和上一次不一样喔

因为这一次的文章是要写两千两百个字

写的我都快要吐奶了啦

虽然是做完了

我应该很高兴和感到轻松才对

但是我却有一种莫名的担心和害怕

就怕我的文章写的不好

不能及格。

真是的

每次要交课业的时候都

有这种莫名的担心和害怕

每次跟自己说一定要有信心要对自己做的

课业有信心,

可是一到了交课业的时候就

莫名其妙的害怕起来

希望这一次的课业会顺利吧。

请大家多多为我加油和祈祷吧。

对了!

最后雪人你可要好好的照顾你的身体喔。

不要累坏了。

祝你早日康复！

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her beautiful nightmare @ 11.59pm

Thursday, 3 September 2009, Sunny

2009-09-03T01:33:00.003+08:00

recently have been rushing my research method

assignment and it started from monday

this assignment is really a difficult one compared

to others which there is no way of doing it

alone cause one brain cannot fight

with several brains so we actually meet out

for couple days to complete the assignment

and today we COMPLETED

the assignment.

i have just printed out my assignment but

before i could print it out successfully the stupid

printer gave me so much problem till i need

to use my sister's laptop to print and finally it was done

this assignment marks the end when i finally

send out my assignment over to

my tutor via email.

is a relief

ehh, only for research method cause

i have another assignment that need to be submitted next

wednesday which mean i got to continue tomorrow

sad!

but after the submission on next wednesday

i am going to put myself a break for a while.

hee!

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her sweet dream @ 1.46am

Sunday, 30 August 2009, Rainy

2009-08-30T13:28:00.002+08:00

have not been blogging for a long time

yesterday went for gathering with secondary schoolmates and teacher

at marina sq. before meeting the rest, i meet up with

janice first at the control station but supposingly is to meet up

everyone but everyone is kinda of late so we decided to walk

down to marina sq swensens to quene up for place. Unfortunately

the place was still packed and they couldn't give us seat then we

decided to change a venue for dinner, which this group was big

even when we order the waiter need to go batch by batch in order to

complete the whole order.

it was fun going out for gathering with sec schmates

when you see everyone changing from the look of their

secondary sch times and becoming mature in our thinking but we

are still as naughty and as noisy as last time.

after dinner wanted to go for bowling at the alley, nevertheless

the alley was fully booked and have no where to go we walked

down to esplanade harry's bar for some chilling

and talking. on the way there, have a chance to talk to benjamin

about his life at US studying, it was cool but kinda of tough for him

as the homeworks are overfilling and he even have no time to go

for shopping. perhaps, study life outside of singapore is never easy

awhile later raymond wanna order tequila pop maybe he wanted

benjamin to be drunk so few of us ordered too and we pop the liquor

together which the kick of that pop really came quite fast within 10 - 15 minutes

lastly,

we need some photoshooting, chatting and when time hit late,

the girls is on their way home with on a cab

while the guys are continue staying

watching the midnight match where man u play against arsenal.

btw,

we are going to meet up again in 2 weeks time for a farewell to

benjamin since he is leaving on 14 sept but none of us

could send him off.

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her sweet dream @ 1.41pm

Thursday, 20 August 2009, Sunny

2009-08-20T00:02:00.002+08:00

woke up at 10 plus am today but my lazy body

doesn't want to get up from the bed so started slacking

turning to and fro in the bed till 11 plus then got to

really wake up and take a bath as I am meeting

vanessa and andrew 1.45pm at

douby guat control station to get gift at grand cathay

after leaving grand cathay we went over to ps to get

another gift and also went for a walk which I bought a

star ring a pretty one and also a cap from NET

it really takes me a long time to decide whether should

i buy the cap or not. =(

later we walk down from ps to takashimaya under the hot sun

to meet sharon mama at kinokuniya. we went down

to the food court for some food though i am really hungry

but i couldnt eat anything due to my gastric pain

and stomach flu so after eating and chatting we went walking around

at takashimaya before going up to seoul garden

the service over at seoul garden takashimaya were damn

super ~~good~~ lor. but nevertheless we still ate till quite full

with the whole table full of food and our stomach being bloated

we sat there till 9plus 10 then decided to leave the place and walk

over to the train station but on the way we wanted to go

wheelock place for some coffee, then no matter how we walk from ion

we just couldnt reach the place as the place is kind of new and is still

our first time entering the ion building after its done

in the end,

we decided to go home and shall go for our chilling tomorrow after

lesson at the macdonalds near school.

alrights

thats all for tonight.

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her beautiful nightmare @ 12.15am

Sunday, 16 August 2009, Sunny

2009-08-16T22:38:00.004+08:00

this few days have been feeling sick

having serious stomach flu with

diarrhea, tummyache, nausea till i got to

lie down on my bed while hovering around the net

i could only be either on my bed or in the toilet

as i couldn't go anywhere because i might

need the toilet anytime anywhere which i am quite anal

in using public toilet.

need to rest well as assignments are due quite soon

and need to start next week as in tomorrow i mean.

currently i am in love with taiwan idol drama

終極三國 its a comedy, love drama.

its a very 无厘头 drama series but is nice

Friday, 7 August, 2009 . Sunny

2009-08-07T00:43:00.003+08:00

started with RM2 first tutorial today

thought it would be the same as what we encounter during

RM1 but fortunately the tutor changed and

she teach really teach though not really

that well as teach, at least not like what we encounter

during RM1 when she ask us to go home do our own

research with google or wikipedia

which i have interest to listen attentively to the tutorial

despite her for going so fast that i have to catch up with her

speed by asking her to repeat again to what she have

just previously said.

this time i can say that i would be looking forward to

the next RM2 tutorial better than the time

when i am taking RM1

after tutorial ends at 10pm, we one whole bunch

went over to the macdonalds situated at bukit merah central for

some supper which some of us decided to FAST macdonalds

for the next few months since we have been consuming macdonalds

for the past few weeks if i did not remember wrongly

chatted alot while we were at macdonalds included some

gossips but not much just discussion

about some things or person out there.

haha!

after which we left macdonalds at 11pm plus rushing

for the last train home at redhill, on the way

to the train station we were like laughing, joking, talking

and sometimes trying to make a fool of ourselves

a bunch of psychologist students really make a market!

haha!

and tomorrow i ~~need~~ to start my assignment 2 for

social determinants but just doing some searching of

journals and articles to plan out how am i going to write my essay which

this time word limit is 2200 OH MAN!

i believe i can do it!

do you believe that i can?

JIA YOU!

and

GOOD NIGHT!

Thursday, 6 August 2009, Sunny

2009-08-06T00:07:00.007+08:00

finally hand in my assignment 1 for

social determinants of behaviour and for this two days

could at least relax for awhile before starting on assignment 2

which is due on 9 September.

went for social tutorial today and today's lesson was about

affliation, attraction and love which seriously love is important

as without love in this world, life will be living without feeling and all

other than that we learn about attachment which different attachment

builds up during childhood can affect one life next time when he/she grows up

and the most scariest attachment heard from my lecturer is the

insecure and ambivalent attachment, it maybe kind of violent

next time if child is having this kind of attachment

therefore parents please remember to give your child

enough care and attachment so they can live in a healthy lifestyle

tml starting my ~~beloved~~ RM2 tutorial with the same

tutor that i have during RM1, hope that this time she really teach in a

proper way as RM2 is really complicated

wish me for the best!

joan.xiaoqi.bella wrote her sweetiest dream @ 12.18am

2009-08-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

erm..

looks like it have been weeks since i last update my blog

i have just ended my long weekend of RM2 lectures

before that was afraid that I couldn't understand

all about statistics and maths but fortunately DR Paul Chang

was a well organise and precise lecturer.

he really make sure that you have understand with the current

formula before going to the next one cause

in RM2 there is plenty plenty of formula to know

and all the formula are quite complicated except

z -test and t - test which is much more simpler in a sense

during the lecture

i tried to pay attention and stay focus to it but sometime

there would still be time that my brain actually went away

but fortunately i still can managed to bring it back on time

haha!

i am still trying my best to conquer RM2 and hope

to get a better grade this time for RM2

jiayou everyone!

Photos Update for Manchester United Asia Tour

2009-07-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

2009-07-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

have already been back from KL

for a few days since tuesday

went there since friday for their day training

and it was full packed with people there

just to see them train for the match next day

though i can't really see them clearly due to seats

that my sister and i found but i still managed to

take down some pretty photos of them doing their training

most importantly is i saw carrick,macheda,tosic

they have been training well but due to the hot and humid weather

which they couldn't bear, they ended training after 45 mins

went back to the hotel with the coach and walk

over to the shopping mall next door to get some food cause

we are famished since we only ate one meal on

that day. bought kfc back to the hotel, bathe and

we digged into our food without wait.

next day,

woke up early for breakfast at the hotel than

went up to change before meeting the rest of the group to

head down to the stadium to chop seats for the match later in the evening

but unfortunately my tickets were the VIP tickets so there

are seats reserve for us but still need to follow the group since

everyone tickets are free seating

reached there around 1plus 2pm under the hot sun

we waiting for the gate to open but nevertheless it open at around

5plus close to 6 and still the area is so humid and hot

so sadly to say the match on the day wasn't a good one but not a bad one

too since they played well but probably could be due to the weather

that cause a moderate performance so the ending score

was 3 - 2 from rooney, nani and OWEN

again went back to the hotel

saw the news that indonesia having bomb case at

ritz carlton and mandarin hotel so guess that they wouldn't have go

there as there is a bomb case which happened to be one the hote

that they are staying.

later in the morning

found out that they are going to play another match with malaysia on

20.07.09 and my sister and i rushed down immediately

back to the stadium and got another sets of tickets for the match

on 20th.

craziest thing was we return on sunday to singapore and

left for malaysia again on monday just to return to watch their match

but this time better performance from them a little with

just a 2-0 from macheda and owen

it was a happy, memorable and UNFORGETTABLE trip

on the 20th when on the way back to singapore the vehicle

break down on the malaysia expressway and got to spents

$600 plus bucks to just for the mending which thank god

everyone is safe back to singapore.

nothing is more important than safety

rights?

2009-07-14T02:29:00.002+08:00

today was a anxious, frightened day in the afternoon

when sharon sms-ed me that our results for

the last semester was out and the first thing

to do was to login into the university account but

when i wanna log into the account, i forgotten

my password of my login which make me fustrated

for the whole period of time.

later in the afternoon met vanessa out at bugis to

get some gifts and to have lunch, afterward we walked

down to suntec to get another gift also to walk around

after getting everything we decided to go carrefour for some grocery

while we walked by this stimulator ride thing and

decided to try on the ride therefore it was interesting.

it will make you scream, laugh

went carrefour afterwards to get some grocery

which vanessa bought a whole box of biscuit which

consist of 40 packets of the biscuits.

haha! looks a little like aunt vanessa

reached home at around 7plus sat down immediately

in front of the laptop start logging into the ecu account which

finally i remember my password (thank god!) and

was pretty satisfied with my results.

hope this semester will be a better one.

jia you!

good night!

2009-07-14T02:24:00.002+08:00

3rd day of lecture which is also the last day of lecture

for this particular module.

class was not boring but interesting

was awake for the whole morning session before lunch

and later after lunch though somehow or rather will dozed off

or the soul will drift away from reality but still managed to

drag it back to reality listening to the serious debate discussion lecture

that make the lecture interesting.

however, i am getting ready for the tutorial

on wednesday

2009-07-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

sorry!

i have been lazy to blog recently

therefore i would start from my day 2 lesson held

today 11.07.09

Day 2 lesson commence this morning at 9.15am

and social determinants of behaviour was indeed

interesting learning social thoughts to social cognition

than to central traits and many many more which

i can't list it all out, there is too many of them

anyway lesson lasted for 3 hours before going for

our lunch break and before the dr gringart actually

end the morning session lecture, he gaves us a shocked

with a shocking sound effect and i jumped so as vanessa

but haha sharon was a little poor thing as she was being

frightened not by dr gringart but vanessa.

after which we can't stop laughing and keep remembering

vanessa's action just now even went we are having lunch.

after lunch break was a little torturing for us as all our blood supply

have been going into our tummy and not our brain which

makes us keep on falling asleep or drifting away from the lecture

but fortunately some of us are still able to drag our

'wandered' souls back to the classroom

however, the hardest times was when the clock strikes 5pm

and we know that the lesson is ending soon, our body and soul starts

to feels irritated, fustrated longing to go home.

well,

tomorrow will be the last session of our lecture

so must pressed on.

alrights!

i need to go for my beauty sleep soon

or else i will be dozing off in class tomorrow

good night!

loves~

2009-06-29T22:29:00.002+08:00

is H1N1 period

and yet i can be sick,

down with cough & fever

going down to consult a doctor tomorrow if i still hasn't recover

and i must recover within this week because school is

starting but most importantly i want to go for

the manchester united asia tour at KL

god bless me please!

2009-06-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

went for ricia & patrick wedding dinner on saturday night
the wedding was sweet,ricia was beautiful and really every woman will be the most prettiest woman during their wedding.
the couple have undergone lots of obstacles together and finally 有情人终成眷属i am so happy for my ricia jiejie though we are not real siblings but she was my sister's best friend and have since me from secondary so can be also counted as my sister
i wished patrick & ricia 永结同心, 早生贵子, 白头到老!

2009-06-19T21:56:00.006+08:00

FRIEND!

DEFINE IT!

seriously I really don't know what the f***ing heck do you want.

argh!

forget, forgot, forgotten!

whatever...

最终我还是决定放手，不在去奢望什么了。

2009-06-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

went vivo city together with vanessa today

for some shopping spree, unfortunately we did not managed

to get anything but i finally got my recorder from best denki

before my semester start during july.

after shopping we went to watch ghost of girlfriends past.

it was really hilarous! but anyway it was quite true that some guys

are really a little not also a little but quite flirt in a way.

anyway, this is what i could say much as if you wanna know

more about that movie than go watch it at the cinema because the

ending is really good and quite romantic.

left vivo after movie,

send vanessa off home before meeting qiaohui at her block

downstairs with both her sisters, qiaoli and qiaoting so

i could passed them their bdae present the build a bear.

thank god they really like it and appreciate them for not minding

such a belated bdae present.

went up to qiaohui's house for some wanton's soup

and some little heart chatting to see how is she coping with her

own life and work life but anyway i felt umm.. she is not enjoying

her life now. don't worry my dear, we will meet up often to

have some heart chatting.

lastly,

forget, forgot, forgotten.

2009-06-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

forget, forgot, forgotten!

2009-06-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

on monday,

went ECP with the bookworm family

for a mini gathering or could you say a picnic as well.

we sat down together having fun eating, chatting, taking photos

and picking up seashells and stones from the beach area

though it might it be tired for us but definately in all tiredness

we found fun and laughter.

hope that we can have somemore mini gathering together

again. i miss the ECP now.

i miss the breeze, the air, the laughter and fun!

2009-06-13T20:34:00.004+08:00

again,

i am so damn tired yesterday when i reach home at 12 midnight

really wanted not to do anything and just sleep

but than i am kind of obsessive so still went for my bathe

and everything before i return to bed.

went IT show with sharon,vanessa,andrew, steven and hanna

at suntec convention hall, wanted to get a recorder for lecture usage

but couldn't find any booth that sell so in the end we left for suntec

to shaw tower for some lychee rose ice cream

which vanessa have yearns for damn long period of them.

finally yesterday she ate them! haha!

later we went bugis for shopping and vanessa bought a new perfume

at sasa while both sharon, hanna and i bought some cosmetics stuffs at face shop,

than after all shopping we left bugis to AMK hub

to meet khim our stats tutor for dinner at starlet city

it can be called a pub but it is with live band while the music

there are almost all techno when times without the live band,

is like going back to the times when i am in my teenage. haha!

we ate the buffet there as it was the birthday of the

main singer carmen, a nice lady.

after dinner, we sat around, sing, play and even dance

after a long time since we dance. haha!

it was really high yesterday and we got to finish two high tower of beer.

soon before the clock strikes 12am

we left the place and when to have some food at the nearby S-11 hawker

before leaving for home.

indeed is a fun day!
thanks khim for the treat! =)

2009-06-12T00:16:00.003+08:00

finally went for my first jog after so many years on monday

as i feel that it is time to do exercise and slim down for the sake

of my health and outer appearance.

though it was really tiring in the first place when i start jogging

on monday when i nearly wanna give up and my id

just bloody hell wanna walk for the whole jogging journey while my

superego wanna jog all the way despite on my tiredness and my

numbness calf but thank god i have my ego to break everything out

in fairness that i should jog and slow jog in interval to even out the

tiredness of my legs and body since it have been ages i last jog.

today,

just went for my second jog which both my leg and body don't feel any tired

but i kind of enjoy the jog, it is a kind of enjoyment when you jog

and listen to music at the same time. some sort of relaxing to help

ease you tense body and mind after a long day.

lastly, i felt that jogging could help in detox and it is a natural detox

not those that need injection, which somemore is FOC

other than the start of my jogging life,

i have also start to become a little nanny to learn take care of my niece

for some future use. seriously, kids are really hyper though

i am also hyper when i am kid to those that knew some of my childhood

but she is really super hyper. i nearly died of exhastion when playing with her.

真的是一山还有一山高！

tomorrow,

will be going to IT fair with my peers to see whether

i can grab any cheap recorder for my lectures since the samsung one

couldn't help me when i am sitting in a far distant so i need to get a new one.

during the night, will be meeting our stats tutor for dinner at starlet city

never go before so wonder what will it be like.

2009-06-09T15:32:00.007+08:00

by right

this entry should be updated last night

but due to the tiredness being expressed out by my body

i couldn't sit in front of the laptop too long to update

so i shall update today.

yesterday,

went to meet vanessa & sharon at raffles place control station

but before meeting them i went around the control station

making sure that the guys were not there

so we could give sharon a big surprise since she doesn't know who is it going.

nearly lost our way while walking to eski bar

but luckily we still managed to find our way there and sharon was shocked

to see the guys sitting right in front of her near the entrance.

wahaha! and her first clubbing experience

is being given to us her BOOKWORM FAMILY

how fortunate are we?

hee!

she drank her first cup of vodka (45%) at eski bar

but just the first cup could managed to make her a little tipsy

which the rest of the guys still can make it when

we switch place over to chillz barfor the second round.

when we reach chillz bar, we shared around our childhood picture

but it was only me, van and andrew

while stevensaid he doesn't have any childhood photo

and both nan ge, sharon didn't bring.

never mind!

we still have a long way to share our childhood photos.

we didn't stay very long as all of us have been too hungry

after a few alcholic drink and nan ge left early

as he is really too tired and nearly off to tipsy

since he did not slept for 2 nights.

we shall enjoy again maybe before

we start our second semester!

but this time with karen

we left for thai food nearby and after food

we left home to rush for any last train home

but still didn't forget to disturb vanessa

even when we are on the way home

haha!

i shall not say anythingwanna know go ask 当事人

HER LITTLE SECRET PLACE

还是要放手的

雨天總會晴朗的

好无聊又无奈的新年喔.

討厭！

不爽中。。。

小淇很高兴!!!!

继续做作业

新的开始 ... 2011 欢迎您

End of 2010

熬夜的时期到了....

坚持到底

生病了。。

我很好，那么你呢？

OUT OF DIFFCULTIES MAKES MIRACLES

雨停了，心雨还在下

你是我人生最大的遗憾

朋友，到底是什么？

花钱容易，赚钱难

Is FRIENDSHIP important?

lil princess 23rd birthday

I am His forever cause He redeemed me =)

MY DEAR FRIEND

Examination Ended

怀念和你一点一滴

IRRESPONSIBLE PERSON!!!!

。。。。。。

BEING LOVED

a long long day!

I AM MISSING YOU ...

好久不见

Lost and now secured

Leading Praise again! Jia you!!!

Fire is a good servant but not a good master.

ECLIPSE i am coming!

Sunday, 13 June, 2010

Mission accomplished!

down with LOVE FLU

Chiong-ing for EXAMS

I am tired before but now I am refreshed!

考試時間越來越接近了喔。好累喔！

阿嬷离开的第七天 <五月十七日>

阿嬷离开的第六天 〈五月十六日〉

阿嬷离开的第五天 〈五月十五日〉

阿嬷离开的第四天 〈五月十四日〉

阿嬷离开的第三天 〈五月十三日〉

阿嬷离开的第二天 〈五月十二日〉

阿嬷离开的第一天 〈五月十一日〉

Tuesday, 4 May, 2010, Sunny

Sunday, 2 May, 2010, Sunny & Humid

Saturday, 1 May, 2010, Sunny

Saturday, 1 May, 2010, Sunny

Friday, 30 April, 2010, Sunny

Tuesday, 27 April, 2010, Sunny

Sunday, 25 April, 2010, Sunny

Monday, 15 February, 2010, Cloudy

Sunday, 14 February, 2010, Sunny

Saturday, 13 February, 2010, Sunny

Friday, 12 February, 2010, Sunny

Sunday, 7 February, 2010

Tuesday, 5 January, 2010, Rainy

Tuesday, 8 December, 2009, Sunny

Wednesday, 02 December, 2009

Sunday, 15 November, 2009, Cloudy

Tuesday, 10 November, 2009, Cloudy

Friday, 6 November, 2009, Rainy

Tuesday, 03 November, 2009, Cloudy

Thursday, 29 October, 2009, Rainy

Monday, 26 October, 2009, Cloudy

Tuesday, 13 October, 2009, Rainy.Cloudy

Wednesday, 07 October, 2009, Sunny

Tuesday, 06 October, 2009, Cloudy

Tuesday, 06 October, 2009, Cloudy

Sunday, 4 October, 2009, Sunny

Saturday, 3 October, 2009, Rainy

Tuesday, 29 September, 2009, Sunny

Thursday, 25 September, 2009

Wednesday, 23 September, 2009

Sunday, 13 September 2009, Rainy

Tuesday, 8 September, 2009, Sunny

阿嬷离开的第六天〈五月十六日〉

阿嬷离开的第五天〈五月十五日〉

阿嬷离开的第四天〈五月十四日〉

阿嬷离开的第三天〈五月十三日〉

阿嬷离开的第二天〈五月十二日〉

阿嬷离开的第一天〈五月十一日〉