Bitter-Sweet Life

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活了二十年的我，

现在才终于看清楚原来我是那么的婴儿。

到现在我才知道我必须需要人家处处的让我，处处的帮助我；

从来没有一次我能自己的把事情办好。现在的我觉悟了，原来我以前是那么的没用

到哪里都要给人家惹麻烦。可是既然没有人敢跟我说我的错，都是我这坏脾气惹的事。

在着世上活了整整二十年，一直以为我是带给人家快乐；人家也带给我无穷的快乐

可是到今天我才知道原来这些都是假的，我带给人家的不是快乐而是痛苦。

处处都要让着我，一定很辛苦、很痛苦；我在这里发誓我一定会在一次的长大成为

一个真正能做大事的人，不会在让这没用的眼泪掉下来。

过了今晚眼泪应该流干了，我不会在去开启这眼泪。

这眼泪应该功臣身推了，它把我身边的人都折腾的半死不活连我自己都受不了

我不会在让我身边的朋友，姐妹（尤其是我最好，最懂我的老婆）没人比你跟懂的我的心，

不会在让她们为我担心。

I just simply love her, my laopo qh.

she is always the one there for me to share with me everything she is feelings

but I kept everything down from her, sorry girl i will try and pour out my feelings

onto you and you will be like my toilet bowl.

I LOVE YOU! MUACKS! YOU ARE THE BEST.

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Erm ... Erm ... Erm ... after a week or so, i have finally coming back to my blogging again.

hais, i only can say that i am so so so so super sway this few times without my blog

nt only fell down on that day i last came to update my blog, on last thursday i fell down from the stairs at the tangs tunnel not only that i still roll down the stair. omg! thats was pain but aniwae i still thank qh for being there, though i know i scare you to your wits. i am sorry girl, promise next time won't liao. hehehehehe! and sobs, qh keep on opa-ing when i teach her this word in korean. *cry* hahahahahahas... only we know who is the person she keep on opa-ing and who is the opa.. bleahs, lols cause she's my laopo so she knows... wahahahahahaha! alright continue my blogging, i m being to crap again. argh.

and and and and and finally my ronaldo's biography is out!

MOMENTS ! CRISTIANO RONALDO!

it finally arrive on saturday after i bought in from ebay i think last few weeks away from october and omg i didn't realise it actually cause a bomb to buy from another country but is alright since it's ronaldo book.. wahahahahahahahas! i tink qh is going to scold me waste money liao. opps! and it has been a great game yesterday for man u again boro though ronaldo did not really score but he tried too, there isn't jus any goal luck for him; this is all i can say. keep it on ronaldo! i am so so sad that i will miss man u match against arsenal on next sat as i am on a company trip to bangkok, hope everything will be well for them and as for me. luck please be back soon.

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Yoyoyoyoyoyoyo! Back for another blogging session today.
Today huh, was a super sway day for me in the morning okays as it mean early morning
it was damn sway when i was on my way to work, almost reaching my office and i fell down
on my knee *cry* it was so pain damn pain and it's bleeds.
thanks god for elin and qiaohui to mend my wound though is still pain but it is much better ler

THANKS ELIN AND QH LAOPO!

ANGRY!!!! IRRITATED!!!! LAME!!!!

omg! tonight after work, i went ps with qiaohui for some 'shopping' at spotlight
than after which we went for some little shopping for clothes and food but
omg the food is so not tempting lor, we left without buying any food to take a cab
but on the way to the so called 'taxi stand' we were approach by this guy for survey
and we already told him that we have a agent in prudential liao which qiaohui also
tells him that she dont wanna sign and he keep on asking us to sign with him or being our advisor which i was damn pissed off with one of his words of saying me 暗恋 my prudential agent omg! dont wanna sign with him only mahs mus say until like that wth.

he jus continuing chatting with us with some lameness jokes.. hahahahahahaha!

in the end, me and qiaohui too make some lame jokes with trying call it off and go home
as our legs hurts so much but he just go and go on with his talking repeating his words
or question again ... Argh!

AND I AGREE WITH QIAOHUI, HE LOOKS LIKE A GU NIANG! LOLS!

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WTH!
Another pekcek day for my blog,
why must she always gives people such a miserable day
she is already not in town ler, still have to call back and check this and that
even check document also need time to find the document right.
What she thought us as, robot or god!
can remember each and everything for hers making herself impatient and same
making our lives miserable.

I just don't think I have the energy to continue,
Getting tired and tired each day, wonder how am I going to continue like this.
Though I have qh with me making my days bright but my bright days is even lesser than my rainy days,
Trying not to be pekcek every single day but it seems like is quite difficult.

H.E.L.P!

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Once upon a time, in a small village of a country there lived a king and a queen.

They bore a little princess during the reigning of his kingdom and he named it, Joan and this name stands for, Jovial Optismistic Attractive Nice

After a few years down, this little princess has slowly slowly grown up into a young lady and
06.10.2007 the little princess has finally turn 20, stepping one more step into the future adult-hood of herself.

Through this period of time, she known 2 great laopos, that's was always there for care during
difficult times. They almost go through every thick and thin together till now they were full of
unison.

You guys know what? If really without them, i think i will be very paiseh during yesterday where I am on my way to PartyWorld Orchard and my heels broke in the middle of Orchard
Road; and they walk all the way into Wisma to buy me a new shoes to change than my ah gang
got to walk back to office to get my wallet for me. OMG! I am so blur like sotong lor.

My Broken Shoes *sad*

My New Shoes by nana laopo and bebe laopo

Thanks nana laopo, bebe laopo, kelly ah gang, candy ah bu, didi, elin and joey for the birthday gift, i really like it very much. Thank you so much! Muacks

Lovely Green Baby G Watch!!!

Afternoon PartyWorld was great! Indeed I did enjoy the time though there is a noisy person called and broke everything but is still fun hahahahahahaha all thanks to kelly ah gang's bf lols .. and during the night I went watch soccer cum dinner with my sister a Hogs Breath, the food is so yum yum and the most important thing is Ronaldo gave a great birthday present of 2 goals on the day. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! After the match we went to Marina Sq k-box to sing k and the room is super duper cold so we did not sing finish the whole session, just ended it on 2am in the morning ... ooo so tired now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

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OMG! My laziness is bringing up again. I did say that i want to update my blog on 29th Sept but my laziness told to update tml and all goes on and on until today, finally have a chance to sit infront of my laptop updating my blogs.

I LOVES MY LAOPOs

Alrights seriously I loves this two besties or can be said as laopos cause people in the office calls us ~~s.h.e~~, simply giving us names of nana, bebe and lala lols! cute right.

Since the day jo left the company, we simply have time to meet out and all along suffering from the office 'people' (they know who they are i supposed) creates great trouble for me and qh. all this stress was a submerge into my heart until once i cant tolerate it anymore the tears of mine jus flowed which i think scared qh much. But girl, i know i will be alright and soon the laughter and smile will be back because i have you. hahahahaha.

On saturday 29th Septmber, we finally met jo out for lunch and sakae sushi than we complained everything to her, though is like very unhappy and all. but her 'jokes' with all her work stuff at ocbc together with the aunties and simply trying to demo to us how they look like but in the end we feel she is gonna looks like one too, so in the end we laughs non-stop at sakae sushi.

Another ON thing we create on sat when we were eating lunch, suddenly there's a urge to sing k but trying not to go as to tell ourselves is expensive lor so don't go lar but in the end the on-ness in us still brings us to the doorsteps of party world and we were singing with fun, i think jo is getting a nuisance on me and qh cause we sings bang bang tang de xia ri chu ti yan, making us like a little kid chasing idols. lols! I still wanna say i love owodog. After k-ing session we three shared cab home, so we continue we our chatting until qh and jo alight, i felt the bored in me with the idoitic cab uncle driving so slow like i think 80km/hr on the tpe expressway and i nearly puke when i reach home .. hahahahahaha

Finally!

MAN U BEATS BIRMINGHAM 1 - 0

Later in the night, i was excitedly watching man u match with birmingham and was abit disappointed in the 1st half which they play like hell, don't really know what are they playing until 2nd half when MY RONALDO shot in one goal all alone and it sparks the whole match so just hope that they keep it up and gives us more goal especially on 06 Oct.. hahahaha..

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Hello! I'm Joan.
I lived in the little red dot of the earth.
This blog records down the places I travel, nice foodies I eat, skincare and make up that I tried.

I love photography, sunset & sunrise, Seoul, My Melody,
Super Junior and my favourite shade is MINT.

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