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Saturday, May 29, 2010
Life recently was no life at all.
Everyday life was just surround with textbooks and notes. Though they are DRY but i still have to buck up and finish studying them. I know can make it! Cause i am clinging to His strength that allows me to do impossible thing and He made me the head and never the tail so I have to do my best and GLORIFY His name. 1st day conference of ID 2010 Today, was the starting of conference. I was so excited for the conference, the praise and worship is awesome. I can feel Him. Session 1 preached by pastor Jeff was great too. Throughly, we often misunderstood the idea of discipleship. But from today onwards, i am going to learn and be a disciple of Jesus. I am letting him mould me into the girl He wants me to me. I AM COUNTING ALL ON YOU, GOD! =D Tml, another day of conference and i am anxious for the night session. Umm, Alrights! I shall come more at night if possible, need to rush home for family dinner and I need to alight the train now. Byeee! luvs
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Sunday, May 23, 2010
又是一天了!
離考試的時間越來越近 也不知道來的及讀完嗎 希望考試一切順順利利 這次的考試一點也不簡單喔。 盡全力去讀吧。 相信如果我給我的全部 上帝一定會幫助我的。 加油! 好啦,讀了一天得書 是時候睡覺了 我的頭腦快崩潰了 它現在正在震痛著 而且明天要早起 去教堂。 所以大家晚安囉。 明天在見! ^^
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Thursday, May 20, 2010
今天是阿嬷的头七 原来阿嬷真的有回来喔 真的是太开心了 而且每个人虽然看起来没事 但还是可以看到大家有一点点舍不得 看着阿嬷的照片都眼眶红红 可是也没办法 人走了, 我们不能说不让她们走啊 现在的阿嬷那么自由自在 她一定会比在医院的时候更开心的 因为已经没有病痛了. 最近也是考试其间 要慢慢的放下伤心和悲痛 专心的应付考试 阿嬷也不希望我考不好的 为了我自己,阿嬷和我的理想 我一定要加油加油喔.
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Sunday, May 16, 2010
今天, 心里好多了 虽然还是很不舒服 提到或看到都会落泪 但是没那么辛苦了. 到了光明山拿阿嬷的骨灰 在把阿公的骨灰从原本的位置请了出来 和阿嬷放在一起让他们永远都不用在分开 知道阿嬷会和阿公永远在一起 我很开心 因为阿公阿嬷不会寂寞 现在最亲的阿公阿嬷已经离开了 我更要帮忙照顾好阿姨舅舅 还妈咪. 我答应过阿公和阿嬷会听话好好的 照顾妈咪, 我不会食言 因为我爱他们啊 今晚凌晨阿嬷头七了! 希望阿嬷一切安好也准备了阿嬷就喜欢吃的 糕点和咖啡 想念这...
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到了. 该来的终于都来了. 阿嬷终于要火化升天了 终于要去和我阿公在一起享受 他们神仙班的生活 在阿嬷烧的那一瞬间 我真的傻了 眼泪不停不停的流, 嘴里只能在喊她最后一声的 "阿嬷" 一切都完毕后, 回到家看到阿嬷的一切 还是忍不住会落泪 , 甚至提到关于阿嬷的一切 还是回想哭 虽然我知道阿嬷已经很开心 享福了. 但是心里还是很不舒服的 想起她和舍不得. 阿嬷, 你能告诉我, 你是不是真的开心啊? 我爱你, 阿嬷! 永远都是. 不用担心, 我会好好的照顾妈咪.
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第四天了! 离火化的时间越来越近 心里也开始不安了起来 过了第五天, 我在也看不见阿嬷 听不见她的声音 很感谢那些下来或不能下但有问候 的朋友, 谢谢你! 第四天, 也是念经的时候 也就是说明天就是阿嬷出山火化的日子 我整晚不敢睡的陪着阿嬷 希望能有多一点时间陪着她直到现最后一天 =(
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已经第三天了! 丧礼已经第三天, 这次我真的能在那里住帮忙到天亮 陪着阿嬷. 能在那里守夜我真的很开心 在阿嬷最后的路程陪着她 是我唯一能做的事情 晚上我带表哥家去洗澡 让后在和表哥和表嫂 下去继续守夜到隔天早晨七点钟就 和表哥表嫂回家睡一下. 虽然很累 但是我觉得一切是值得的. =)
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阿嬷离开的第二天, 试着已平常心对待 但是才发现我不行。 当我看到阿嬷的房间和她常用的厕所 心里就莫名其妙的涌起 一种难过的感觉,而眼睛也不知觉的 湿了起来。 傍晚一补完习就立刻 赶下丧礼帮忙 也慢慢的适应控制情绪 虽然很舍不得但是不能在 长辈的面前哭, 不如她们也会受不了的受我影响 由于, 隔天还有补习就不能 在那里守夜帮忙。 回到家依然还是没有什么睡的着 因为心整个都在那里 想念着阿嬷。 我真的真的很想念阿嬷。
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阿嬷终于离开了。 在星期二晚上十点四十分 医生告诉了我们阿嬷已经离开 当时听到消息真的是 让我不知所措 不知道该怎么好, 真的不舍得她里去 又不想让她痛苦 但是, 我最后还是学着放手 因为我知道她的离开是对她最好的解脱 以后阿嬷就可以没痛的继续在另一个世界 过着她的生活, 而且还能和阿公在一起永远不用分开 我爱你,阿嬷! 你永远都我在我心里面。
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Wednesday, May 05, 2010
finally, done with my cognition assignment but doesn't really know did I do it the way the tutor want. Just pray that it would be alright. today, met the guys at school to do assignment and while doing assignment, i wanted to type "relationship" and my finger just couldn't make it but type "relationshop" man! i think i seriously need retail therapy after the whole thing, too much stress piling up inside and my brain is telling me, it cant take it anymore left school at around 6 plus train down to novena-TTSH to visit grandma and also have dinner cause mum packed it down for me *thanks mum* Grandma admitted to TTSH for a week today is one week since grandma was admitted to TTSH her condition have seen to improved but just doesn't know why she just can't gain conscious by opening her eyes we tried different method to wake her up, such as buying a cup of coffee and blowing the aroma of the coffee for her to smell, she has the reaction but just can't wake up. seriously, i am worried that like what the doctor said that she might be having seizure in the brain which was not showing out and thus can't regain consciousness God, I sincerely pray for grandma health to regain and she could regain her consciousness like what she used to be. Lord, I am willing to pray and fast for her I just pray for Lord to heal her. alrights, I gtg to bed now tml tuition at 9.30am and 3.30pm also need to complete my cognition assignment which is left with abstract then continue with abnormal. good night!
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Sunday, May 02, 2010
Yesterday,
went for bro-in-law bdae party not really a big party but jus a gathering for his associates The party was fun though was boring as they were all playing the Texas poker and both me and Su En, one of my bro in law friend cum associate has nothing to do. In the end, both of us become nanny as we took care of two little sweetie pie. After the whole thing, we went down to The Cathay to catch a movie, IpMan2 the movie was great and DONNIE YEN was damn super handsome. I just love him so much. Haha! Charming guy! Though he is a middle age guy, he really doesn't look like one. Cool! ^.* Was so tired today morning and couldn't wake up to meet Sharon for breakfast before service. But still I woke up and meet Sharon at Somerset for breakfast than we head down to cuppage for service. Today's worship was the longest, we worship for a entire 1 hr. The presence of God was really there and I was really drawn into His presence. Service was GREAT today! After service, we had lunch and after which Sharon and me walked down to Smu to meet Vanessa and Steven for study. Unfortunately, there wasn't any table for us to study. In the end, we find a space on the floor and just started doing but didn't study for long. Around 6pm, we left Smu. Both Sharon and me took circle line. I dropped at douby gaut so I could change over to the red line down to Novena @ TTSH to visit grandma. Grandma admitted for 5th day Today, was much better. No seizure and started on liquid food instead of the drip but still unconscious due to the seizure meds. I know that Grandma will be fine cause God is the Healer. He will be there to heal here and as my part I will pray and fast for grandma. Thank you Lord! Okay, match time and bed time Good night!
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Saturday, May 01, 2010
Grandma admitted TTSH 4th day
When down to TTSH to visit grandma before running errand with sister. She is finally all better Last seiZure she had was yesterday 4am and till just now hasn't had one. Thank you Lord for His blessing and healing. I will cont to pray somemore for grandma.
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