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Date : Thursday, February 26, 2009

I AM

HAPPY

yet

SAD TOO

though i have been successfully winning my dad
over my education to study degree in psychology
instead of casino management but in another
end i will be leaving my workplace on 3rd march
which i am a happy yet a little sad cause i can
see baobei and darling are not really happy

anyway,
i promise i won't ever forget my baobei and darling
and i will always be stalking you girls. (=

be sure to have our girls night soon anytime in
the near future as long as there is sufficient money
before we could go happy and chill ok.

this saturday
i will be going down to SMA to meet
the school person to enrol into the degree in psychology
wanna get enrol fast as i don't wanna wait for another
4 more mths which is the july intake, wanna finish it
fast as youth is giving its way now. haha!

i supposed my class will be starting on 13th mar if
nothing went wrong there with all my certificate and
all, i would be able to commence soon with i think research
and introduction. according to sharon, research is all about
statistic and is all difficult stuffs with lots of calculus
i think so is better to get the hardest thing off first
but i still got to reconsider anyway. haha!




counting down to the day ....



Date : Sunday, February 22, 2009


you think i am not good
but do you think you are good
enough either.
`
if you feel i am not good enough
than u are even worst than any other
person and you sucks!
`
you can only criticised others
and doesn't know about yourself that
can be worse than others
`
do you think you suit being a dad?
if you think you are than continue to
DREAM on and think you are one
of the best that ever but exactly you are not
cause you are the worse of all
`
please for goodness sake
go back and think carefully about
yourself and stop criticising people when you
yourself doesn't even know how bad you are.
`
is just my luck to have you as a dad
but from e age of 10, my dad is no longer around



Date : Saturday, February 21, 2009


MY CHEST IS HURTING ME!!!!
`
my chest is hurting me again from yesterday midnight till
morning than till evening is till hurting, even till
today it is still a little pain here and there when i
move to a specific posture like bending down, etc.
`
yesterday night went ps with baobei, darling and cyndeya
to buy shoes since darling have been complaining that
her heels couldn't make it anymore since it was more than
already three months and we went down to C&K to get a
pair of heels for her so i did bought one heel for myself
and also a pair of flat from image turn.
my green flat can now finally retire in the wardrobe now.
hahaha!
`
after ps,
baobei suggest to bring us to a place for some chilling
near rendevous hotel, is like a cafe ktv pub.
erm, the ambience was good and it is quite a good place
for chilling or gathering. over there they have main course food,
drinks and k-session too. it was a little small in that area but
you will rather feel cosy than squeezy so perhaps next girls
night will be there again since baobei will be going there
often cause her 'boyfriend' is there too. opps! haha!
=)
`
we left the place at around 11plus hoping to get the
last train back home and i think i was a little tipsy
at the moment since i couldn't remember that
i am at douby gaut now and not orchard cause
i was still thinking that darling is taking
the same train. haha! the most important thing
is the green line train take leap years to
reach pasir ris, it was damn tired the moment i get
home till this morning i still feel as tired as before.
`
NOW!
i SPRAIN my left wrist yesterday
and the worst out of worst i can
is that i don't even know how do i sprain it.
the vein in my left wrist popping out
and kind of swollen in a way.
`
baobei say i very jialat,
everytime also injured maybe next time
body also sprain.
:'(
`
alrights!
time to return to work
before the devil beside me scream at her
top of her voice at me again.



Date : Thursday, February 19, 2009


I AM NOT A SUBSTITUTE!
`
i am not someone that can be
be use whenever you need me
than when you don't need me
you will just throw me aside and
be with of friends with others
for which you might say "they
might need more of my attention."
`
as if i don't need the attention,
as if i am those crazy bitch that
will be suck to whatever body
that come by and doesn't need
any another attention.
`
i am a ATTENTION FREAK!
who doesn't need attention at all in this world?
seriously, i need attention when
at home no one is able to give me
the attention at all.
`
always trying to be in the attention
of others, at home or else where to
meet others need but who can
meet my need.
`
attention is all i need now
and perhaps is time that i go for counselling
to solve my unresolved issue before going into
my real career next time.
`
you know who you are
天知,地知,你知,我知!



Date : Wednesday, February 18, 2009


downloaded photoscape today in office
and was trying out how does this software
goes since it was like everyone is using this
photoscape thing and i was still kinda stuck in my
photoshop thing. it was kind of easy but
complicated to use and yet with the help of baobei
and darling i finally got to figure out how to use the
photoscape. hehe!
``
this is the picture i merge and done it up
with photoscape. it is my virgin product so
please give me some face, dont laugh!
:)
`
the blog layout picture is also done up
with photoscape which is really amazing
though it could be simple but is still nice and
pleasant right.
`
lastly,
DONT LAUGH!
at
virgin product



Date :


COMPLETED!
Finally completed my diploma course
on 17th February after receiving my
examination result and to my shock-ness
i got a B instead of a C which what i think
that i would get since that paper was damn
difficult.
`
though i should be happy since i passed
my examination and graduate from the
course with a not bad results but i still
feel quite unhappy or perhaps empty inside
me. i began to suspect myself more each day
when i feels myself dragging myself to work
each day and simply counting down to the day.
`
truly, i wanna go out and do what i want
i want to start my volunteering work soon
as i begin to start my degree course.
somehow now this job is not what i like
though i suppose i should like it since
i have been working here for like passed
one and the half years to two but it still
looks like i couldn't deceived my own feeling
more after finishing my diploma course with
the torture of chris that was emphasizing that
in this world there is no victim but volunteer.
`
fight for your choice!
`
counting down to the day still... ... ... ...



Date : Sunday, February 15, 2009


Happy Belated Valentine Day!
yesterday was valentine day
almost every girl walking along
the street will be carrying bouquet
of flower even in office, candy's hubby
and grace's mikel also bought them
bouquet of roses. so sweet right!
but though i am not a guy and
i also bought a bouquet of flower
for my darling bebe that was shared
among me and baobei gracie. see darling
feels happy after receiving the flower
it was pretty happy to make her happy
and smile for the valentine though
she dislike this day and i knew why
was it so. i tried to make her day
wonderful yesterday so she won't
dislike valentine day which can be
seen as a friendship day.
baobei gracie and darling bebe both
prepare a pretty picture and cards for
me during valentine, it was damn sweet
and i love it so much.
thanks baobei and darling! it was so sweet
of you gers in preparing all this though
i did not really prepare anything for you girls
but i wanna tell the both of you that, i really
LOVE YOU girls alot. MUACKS!
Today,
after valentine day
to me was just another sunday
which makes no different to me
as usual got to go for my pilates class
and got real torture from the instructor
that makes my arms hurt so much
of course my whole body ache together
with my arms. after pilates went down
and get my honda fit a car wash but it
was all wash by myself with my bare
hands since i did not ever give it a car
wash before from the time it came out
new. hahaha!
alrights!
i need to get back to my bed for
my beauty sleep so that tml i could
have strength to report work.
hee!
good night!
love ya



Date : Wednesday, February 11, 2009


just seen baobei's blog just now
and saw the photos that was taken
during cny from her reunion dinner
to the first or second day of the new
year, suddenly i felt so touch to see
one family being together for big festival
though i really wish that i could be able
to enjoy it too. you guys might say that
but are able to go on a overseas trip during
cny while others cant. i understand all this
but during the trip it was not a whole
family itself and it alright to me as
for the passed few years it have been all
this way that i have been spending so with
it or not doesn't make a different to me. i
rather hope everything stay this way rather
than it return into the normal ways where
i would feels quite uneasy or perhaps just
let nature takes it ways.
-
bought my LG ice cream phone yesterday
finally decided to purchase that phone though
the usual phone that i am using is just like
last than half a year but i am just too in love
with the LG ice cream until i can't resist myself
so yesterday decided to purchase the phone after work
and it was in baby pink, a very sweet phone.
currently still learning how to use LG phone
since i did not ever use a LG phone before.
haha! =)



Date : Tuesday, February 10, 2009







Old Man Janice
Santa Claus Janice

End of Food Fiesta at New York New York

Candy Floss Time!

BoonShan dissecting the crab claw with her strength

untouched crab claw


begin of food fiesta

meat platter (for two)

seafood platter (for two)

appetizers!

rodeo wings!

potato wedges!

CHEESE FONDUE!!!!




NEW YORK NEW YORK!



Date :


Baobei's Valentina in Bride gown









Sweeties: Joan|Qiaohui|Grace



Date :


I got to really admit that i have been once again
lazy, erm ... should be all along bah. I remind
myself again and again that i must update the
blog during sunday night but the moment i return
home after qh's home, i drop dead onto my bed
slacking and gluing my eyes onto the tv in front.
-
sunday morning woke up early around 10plus
to wait for the arrival of my baobei and darling
but they reach around 11plus than just as they
reach my room i begin preparing myself before
going off to wendy's house for cny visiting. thought
we would not reach there first and quite alot of the
colleagues would be there by the time we reach there
but nevertheless we are really the first to reach. as soon
as we reach we begin to makan and is pretty full.
-
we left the place around 2 plus decided to go vivo-city
to build-a-bear cause baobei wanna build one female
bear bear since she saw one pretty nice one and was
really unique, i also build one bear as a surprise valentine
day present for darling but this time is a boy. both baobei
and me keep the secret to ourselves until we reach
darling home than we passed the bear to her. thought that
she will scold or say us. but she never lar.
-
after letting off darling at her home,
we turned out and realised that darling never
take her mp3 with her and is still stuck inside the car
so we decided to take a trip back to her home to
pass her the mp3 back. but to our surprise she was
not at home so we just wait for at her home and her
mummy ask us to stay for dinner, though is just
one normal steamboat dinner but is still good.
i miss this feelings for so long, is like it have been decade
of years since i have a proper dinner. =)
-
thanks darling for that dinner
tell mummy i enjoy it
love ya!



Date : Saturday, February 07, 2009


phew!
i was all drained out recently
just couldn't get enough rest
or sleep and when i woke up
the next morning it was damn
tiring. only thing that i feel like
doing was to slack into my cosy
bed and not to think of anything
including attending work so i was
really hoping my last day would
come fast and i could also get to
my studies quick as you know i
am no longer young like a 16, 17
years old teenage girl. time is running
out for me now.
-
this whole week wasn't a week
that was much attracting or great
to me as it was all work,work,work
and work nothing much in this week
that i could do except today afternoon
when for a mini gathering with janice,
boonshan and lihui. though it was suppose
to be 8 persons but last minute a few of
them couldn't make it so the four of us just
went on ourselves with our lunch at
new york new york ordering lots of food
as if the four of us have been starve for week
but it was like a misunderstanding that
the food are in big portions, damn big portion
-
after lunch we went walk around at esplanade
area than when over to marina square for some
shopping than thought of watching a movie but
just couldn't find a time slot that fits to us. in the
end we walk into the arcade and decided to play
pool since we have not been playing for quite a
while and some skills have already turn rusty
except for the pro, boonshan who almost wipe us
all out by winning all the matches. it was really fun
like we are returning back to secondary school
times where we often go play pool after school or
during the weekends so really hope the rest of the
guys could join us next gathering.
-
we played pool for around 3hours plus before we leave
and walk around marina square before heading to the
mrt station and i met grace in minitoon over at marina
square after she spotted me and i was like thinking
"did i heard anyone calling my full name?" haha!
that little girl finally when to get her new phone since
don't know when she begins to complained that her phone
sucks and all. than until now couldn't even remember
for how long she than decided to get herself a new phone
but is was really a nice one. hee!
-
left marina square to esplanade cause my lihui told
me that esplanade got a build a bear shop but i was
telling her to my understanding there isn't any build
a bear shop over that area except for suntec, anyway
we still decided to go take a look at it and really it was
not the build-a-bear workshop that my babies are made.
it was kind of a small shop, their bears were quite small
and with not much variety but boonshan still made one
for her boyfriend as a valentine present, so sweet right.
-
i thought of making one too but looking to and fro at
the bears i just couldn't find one that really appeals to
me well so in the end i didn't make but help boonshan in
her new baby bear. so i think if i need to build another
bear perhaps i will return to the build-a-bear workshop
instead.
-
lastly,
we took a train a city hall splitting ways afte the mini
gathering, boonshan went to kallang to look for her
boyfriend, lihui and janice alighted at tampines than
janice got to go century square to get a pair of shoes to
replaced her spoilt ones and finally i return home too.



Date : Thursday, February 05, 2009


What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Disappointment

You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.

Being Alone
Losing Someone
Commitment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear?
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Date :


before i forget and end my posting for the day
i MUST do this today
-
-
-
-
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO RONALDO!
-
CONTINUE TO ROCK YOUR SOCCER CAREER IN MANCHESTER UNITED
BE THE BEST OUT OF YOURSELF
LOVE YA!



Date :


thought she will be leaving singapore
to kl for heng gang dinner with the
staffs in kl but luck will never always
stay with us, she did not go and it was so
last minute that she decided to stay in
singapore to continue torture us.
-
life was sucks recently with her around
she have been pms-ing every now and than
don't know why, there was isn't a break for
us to breath. omg! can't she just give us a break
-
yesterday and today
atmostphere was damn low and sian
everyone seems so down when she is here
but bet she cant feel it. haha! emotion-less creature
-
hais!
anyway the week is going to end soon
hope life will return to normal after
wendy and daddy is back to the office
stupid pms-ing,emotionless creature ... f off



Date :


i made my choice
finally after so many months
before my ending module
i have been indecisive whether
to resign or not but looks like
it was to no avail since i am still
sitting in the office now.
-
finally
on tuesday 03-02-09
i make my choice and
decided to tender my resignation
to my executive but still i am a
good person and decided to help
them work till march or after they
found someone to so called take over
my place. anyway this is not a bad
choice as i can concentrate in looking
for my university after a thorough
complete my studies with kaplan
which means i am getting nearer
to my goals as days begin to passed
i will going over to australia for
my education and working life would
be great than i could waved goodbye to
singapore where i am now.
-
anyway,
i still loves my friends, buddies, sisters
and family members in singapore.
australia i am waiting....




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