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Thursday, February 26, 2009
I AM HAPPY yet SAD TOO though i have been successfully winning my dad over my education to study degree in psychology instead of casino management but in another end i will be leaving my workplace on 3rd march which i am a happy yet a little sad cause i can see baobei and darling are not really anyway, i promise i won't ever forget my baobei and darling and i will always be stalking you girls. (= be sure to have our girls night soon anytime in the near future as long as there is sufficient money before we could go happy and chill ok. this saturday i will be going down to SMA to meet the school person to enrol into the degree in psychology wanna get enrol fast as i don't wanna wait for another 4 more mths which is the july intake, wanna finish it fast as youth is giving its way now. haha! i supposed my class will be starting on 13th mar if nothing went wrong there with all my certificate and all, i would be able to commence soon with i think research and introduction. according to sharon, research is all about statistic and is all difficult stuffs with lots of calculus i think so is better to get the hardest thing off first but i still got to reconsider anyway. haha! counting down to the day ....
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Sunday, February 22, 2009
you think i am not good but do you think you are good enough either. ` if you feel i am not good enough than u are even worst than any other person and you sucks! ` you can only criticised others and doesn't know about yourself that can be worse than others ` do you think you suit being a dad? if you think you are than continue to DREAM on and think you are one of the best that ever but exactly you are not cause you are the worse of all ` please for goodness sake go back and think carefully about yourself and stop criticising people when you yourself doesn't even know how bad you are. ` is just my luck to have you as a dad but from e age of 10, my dad is no longer around
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
MY CHEST IS HURTING ME!!!! ` my chest is hurting me again from yesterday midnight till morning than till evening is till hurting, even till today it is still a little pain here and there when i move to a specific posture like bending down, etc. ` yesterday night went ps with baobei, darling and cyndeya to buy shoes since darling have been complaining that her heels couldn't make it anymore since it was more than already three months and we went down to C&K to get a pair of heels for her so i did bought one heel for myself and also a pair of flat from image turn. my green flat can now finally retire in the wardrobe now. hahaha! ` after ps, baobei suggest to bring us to a place for some chilling near rendevous hotel, is like a cafe ktv pub. erm, the ambience was good and it is quite a good place for chilling or gathering. over there they have main course food, drinks and k-session too. it was a little small in that area but you will rather feel cosy than squeezy so perhaps next girls night will be there again since baobei will be going there often cause her 'boyfriend' is there too. opps! haha! =) ` we left the place at around 11plus hoping to get the last train back home and i think i was a little tipsy at the moment since i couldn't remember that i am at douby gaut now and not orchard cause i was still thinking that darling is taking the same train. haha! the most important thing is the green line train take leap years to reach pasir ris, it was damn tired the moment i get home till this morning i still feel as tired as before. ` NOW! i SPRAIN my left wrist yesterday and the worst out of worst i can is that i don't even know how do i sprain it. the vein in my left wrist popping out and kind of swollen in a way. ` baobei say i very jialat, everytime also injured maybe next time body also sprain. :'( ` alrights! time to return to work before the devil beside me scream at her top of her voice at me again.
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
I AM NOT A SUBSTITUTE! ` i am not someone that can be be use whenever you need me than when you don't need me you will just throw me aside and be with of friends with others for which you might say "they might need more of my attention." ` as if i don't need the attention, as if i am those crazy bitch that will be suck to whatever body that come by and doesn't need any another attention. ` i am a ATTENTION FREAK! who doesn't need attention at all in this world? seriously, i need attention when at home no one is able to give me the attention at all. ` always trying to be in the attention of others, at home or else where to meet others need but who can meet my need. ` attention is all i need now and perhaps is time that i go for counselling to solve my unresolved issue before going into my real career next time. ` you know who you are 天知,地知,你知,我知!
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
downloaded photoscape today in office and was trying out how does this software goes since it was like everyone is using this photoscape thing and i was still kinda stuck in my photoshop thing. it was kind of complicated to use and yet with the help of baobei and darling i finally got to figure out how to use the photoscape. hehe! `` this is the picture i merge and done it up with photoscape. it is my virgin product so please give me some face, dont laugh! :) ` the blog layout picture is also done up with photoscape which is really amazing though it could be simple but is still nice and pleasant right. ` lastly, DONT LAUGH! at virgin product
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COMPLETED! Finally completed my diploma course on 17th February after receiving my examination result and to my shock-ness i got a B instead of a C which what i think that i would get since that paper was damn difficult. ` though i should be my examination and graduate from the course with a not bad results but i still feel quite unhappy or perhaps empty inside me. i began to suspect myself more each day when i feels myself dragging myself to work each day and simply counting down to the day. ` truly, i wanna go out and do what i want i want to start my volunteering work soon as i begin to start my degree course. somehow now this job is not what i like though i suppose i should i have been working here for like passed one and the half years to two but it still looks like i couldn't deceived my own feeling more after finishing my diploma course with the torture of chris that was emphasizing that in this world there is no victim but volunteer. ` fight for your choice! ` counting down to the day still... ... ... ...
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
Happy Belated Valentine Day! yesterday was valentine day almost every girl walking along the street will be carrying bouquet of flower even in office, candy's hubby and grace's mikel also bought them bouquet of roses. so sweet right! but though i am not a guy and i also bought a bouquet of flower for my darling bebe that was shared among me and baobei gracie. see darling feels happy after receiving the flower it was pretty happy to make her happy and smile for the valentine though she dislike this day and i knew why was it so. i tried to make her day wonderful yesterday so she won't dislike valentine day which can be seen as a friendship day. baobei gracie and darling bebe both prepare a pretty picture and cards for me during valentine, it was damn sweet and i love it so much. thanks baobei and darling! it was so sweet of you gers in preparing all this though i did not really prepare anything for you girls but i wanna tell the both of you that, i really LOVE YOU girls alot. MUACKS! Today, after valentine day to me was just another sunday which makes no different to me as usual got to go for my pilates class and got real torture from the instructor that makes my arms hurt so much of course my whole body ache together with my arms. after pilates went down and get my honda fit a car wash but it was all wash by myself with my bare hands since i did not ever give it a car wash before from the time it came out new. hahaha! alrights! i need to get back to my bed for my beauty sleep so that tml i could have strength to report work. hee! good night! love ya
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
just seen baobei's blog just now and saw the photos that was taken during cny from her reunion dinner to the first or second day of the new year, suddenly i felt so touch to see one family being together for big festival though i really wish that i could be able to enjoy it too. you guys might say that but are able to go on a overseas trip during cny while others cant. i understand all this but during the trip it was not a whole family itself and it alright to me as for the passed few years it have been all this way that i have been spending so with it or not doesn't make a different to me. i rather hope everything stay this way rather than it return into the normal ways where i would feels quite uneasy or perhaps just let nature takes it ways. - bought my LG ice cream phone yesterday finally decided to purchase that phone though the usual phone that i am using is just like last than half a year but i am just too in love with the LG ice cream until i can't resist myself so yesterday decided to purchase the phone after work and it was in baby pink, a very sweet phone. currently still learning how to use LG phone since i did not ever use a LG phone before. haha! =)
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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I got to really admit that i have been once again lazy, erm ... should be all along bah. I remind myself again and again that i must update the blog during sunday night but the moment i return home after qh's home, i drop dead onto my bed slacking and gluing my eyes onto the tv in front. - sunday morning woke up early around 10plus to wait for the arrival of my baobei and darling but they reach around 11plus than just as they reach my room i begin preparing myself before going off to wendy's house for cny visiting. thought we would not reach there first and quite alot of the colleagues would be there by the time we reach there but nevertheless we are really the first to reach. as soon as we reach we begin to makan and is pretty full. - we left the place around 2 plus decided to go vivo-city to build-a-bear cause baobei wanna build one female bear bear since she saw one pretty nice one and was really unique, i also build one bear as a surprise valentine day present for darling but this time is a boy. both baobei and me keep the secret to ourselves until we reach darling home than we passed the bear to her. thought that she will scold or say us. but she never lar. - after letting off darling at her home, we turned out and realised that darling never take her mp3 with her and is still stuck inside the car so we decided to take a trip back to her home to pass her the mp3 back. but to our surprise she was not at home so we just wait for at her home and her mummy ask us to stay for dinner, though is just one normal steamboat dinner but is still good. i miss this feelings for so long, is like it have been decade of years since i have a proper dinner. =) - thanks darling for that dinner tell mummy i enjoy it love ya!
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Saturday, February 07, 2009
phew! i was all drained out recently just couldn't get enough rest or sleep and when i woke up the next morning it was damn tiring. only thing that i feel like doing was to slack into my cosy bed and not to think of anything including attending work so i was really hoping my last day would come fast and i could also get to my studies quick as you know i am no longer young like a 16, 17 years old teenage girl. time is running out for me now. - this whole week wasn't a week that was much attracting or great to me as it was all work,work,work and work nothing much in this week that i could do except today afternoon when for a mini gathering with janice, boonshan and lihui. though it was suppose to be 8 persons but last minute a few of them couldn't make it so the four of us just went on ourselves with our lunch at new york new york ordering lots of food as if the four of us have been starve for week but it was like a misunderstanding that the food are in big portions, damn big portion - after lunch we went walk around at esplanade area than when over to marina square for some shopping than thought of watching a movie but just couldn't find a time slot that fits to us. in the end we walk into the arcade and decided to play pool since we have not been playing for quite a while and some skills have already turn rusty except for the pro, boonshan who almost wipe us all out by winning all the matches. it was really fun like we are returning back to secondary school times where we often go play pool after school or during the weekends so really hope the rest of the guys could join us next gathering. - we played pool for around 3hours plus before we leave and walk around marina square before heading to the mrt station and i met grace in minitoon over at marina square after she spotted me and i was like thinking "did i heard anyone calling my full name?" haha! that little girl finally when to get her new phone since don't know when she begins to complained that her phone sucks and all. than until now couldn't even remember for how long she than decided to get herself a new phone but is was really a nice one. hee! - left marina square to esplanade cause my lihui told me that esplanade got a build a bear shop but i was telling her to my understanding there isn't any build a bear shop over that area except for suntec, anyway we still decided to go take a look at it and really it was not the build-a-bear workshop that my babies are made. it was kind of a small shop, their bears were quite small and with not much variety but boonshan still made one for her boyfriend as a valentine present, so sweet right. - i thought of making one too but looking to and fro at the bears i just couldn't find one that really appeals to me well so in the end i didn't make but help boonshan in her new baby bear. so i think if i need to build another bear perhaps i will return to the build-a-bear workshop instead. - lastly, we took a train a city hall splitting ways afte the mini gathering, boonshan went to kallang to look for her boyfriend, lihui and janice alighted at tampines than janice got to go century square to get a pair of shoes to replaced her spoilt ones and finally i return home too.
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Thursday, February 05, 2009
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before i forget and end my posting for the day i MUST do this today - - - - HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO RONALDO! - CONTINUE TO ROCK YOUR SOCCER CAREER IN MANCHESTER UNITED BE THE BEST OUT OF YOURSELF LOVE YA!
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thought she will be leaving singapore to kl for heng gang dinner with the staffs in kl but luck will never always stay with us, she did not go and it was so last minute that she decided to stay in singapore to continue torture us. - life was sucks recently with her around she have been pms-ing every now and than don't know why, there was isn't a break for us to breath. omg! can't she just give us a break - yesterday and today atmostphere was damn low and sian everyone seems so down when she is here but bet she cant feel it. haha! emotion-less creature - hais! anyway the week is going to end soon hope life will return to normal after wendy and daddy is back to the office stupid pms-ing,emotionless creature ... f off
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i made my choice finally after so many months before my ending module i have been indecisive whether to resign or not but looks like it was to no avail since i am still sitting in the office now. - finally on tuesday 03-02-09 i make my choice and decided to tender my resignation to my executive but still i am a good person and decided to help them work till march or after they found someone to so called take over my place. anyway this is not a bad choice as i can concentrate in looking for my university after a thorough complete my studies with kaplan which means i am getting nearer to my goals as days begin to passed i will going over to australia for my education and working life would be great than i could waved goodbye to singapore where i am now. - anyway, i still loves my friends, buddies, sisters and family members in singapore. australia i am waiting.... |
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