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Date : Tuesday, September 28, 2010

孙燕姿-我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了

我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

-

真的怀念有你在的一点一滴

每一次回想都是种种的遗憾

以为自己已经把你放下

原来你不曾离开我的心里

一直躲在那最深处

我真的 。。。

好想好想让这一切回到过去

回到那时的我们

我不想在说再见了

好想你!I MISS YOU!




Date :


啊!
真的是受不了
最讨厌那些不负责任的人

离考试的时间已经越来越近
还曾答应我们你会帮我们
把notes做好

原来都是说说而已
气死人了啦。

好啦
我要去睡觉觉咯
明天要早起去给补习
晚安!



Date : Sunday, September 12, 2010


woooh!

went to my cousin's housewarming just now
with all my cousins, aunties and uncles

it have been a long while
since we have gathered together
for a gathering, should organise more next time
hee =D

just finished my essay 2 and tomorrow
i need to continue with my essay 3
before friday comes cause it is the
DEADLINE

out of sudden just now,
i felt so down, so depressed
and somethings from the past just flashed back

trying so hard to not remember
but somehow i was defeated by memories

feel like crying
tears just won't flow and continue to hold back
now my feelings is just the same as that time
when you left.

心痛


心死了,就不会在痛了



Date : Saturday, September 11, 2010


a moment ago
my feelings was down

after a long day outside
struggling with my assignment
and returning back home
hoping for a word of concern
but somehow
nothing came out

tried my best to
accept, appreciate and accomodate
eachother differences
trying my best to learn from heavenly papa and Jesus
but
it was really tiring

it is just not easy learning these three points
just pray that Lord, you helped me be
more and more like you.

now,
feelings have become better
after listening to Worship You Alone
i remember that heavenly papa once told me
that only if i run back to Him, he will catch me with His arm
and shelter me under His wings.

He will pour down His love unconditionedly that
flood my heart.

I AM LOVED BY HIM




Date :


today,
ummm, should be yesterday its 1.13am now.

it was a long day!

morning went over to junting & clarence's place
@ boon lay for CG gathering.
this can said to be the first time the CG gathered
for gathering, get to know the others today
though did not know them quite well
but
as time goes by it should be alright.

over @ junting & clarence's place
we made dumpling together then
sat down together and ate.
while we ate, we chatted, laughs
it was a great time.

later,
after food we played spongebob monopoly
it was cute!
I LIKE PATRICK

in the evening,
went down to SMU @ bras basah to meet
van and andrew.
it was a long ride for me to get from boon lay to bras basah

took 3 MRT lines today
from EW line to NE line than lastly to Circle line
it was really tiring

immediately start assignment when
reached SMU as
time is running out cause
assignment deadline is 17 sept and
am is only halfway thru essay 2
still have essay 3 to go on
must BUCK UP man!

afterwards,
went dinner together with van and
we had Lerk Thai. haa!
cause i am craving for thai food and we had a great
time of sharing too.

after dinner,
return back to SMU continue assignment
until around 11 plus then decided to pack up and go home

cab home just now from SMU
and super cannot tahan the cab uncle
keep on asking me questions till i reach my blk
tak buleh tahan lor.
LOL!

OK!
shall stop here,
tml got to wake up early for assignment again.
night!





Date : Sunday, September 05, 2010


It's 12.40 am
on a sunday morning
and I am just done with my new layout

Life has been busy recently
Tuitions, Assignment, Tutorials
sometimes really wanted to take a break
from everything and run away to a faraway
island to hide and just relax
but
I know, this isn't going to work
so continue to dream on.

Though,
running away to another island is not
possible but there is place
where I can run to anytime
a secret place where I can hide during the time
I am hurt, tired or wear out

that is the place where I have been longing for
and is the place that I will feel loved
that is the kingdom of my heavenly papa

recently,
my spiritual life has been dry
had not been communicating with heavenly papa
and I know I should and I needed to
as I have so many things that I need to tell Him

but just doesn't know why I am not doing it
could it be body over the mind?
or just I am being lazy

hais,
I need to speak to heavenly papa
and I am going to do it NOW!

need to tell Him everything that I
have been cooping in my heart.





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