finally,

the threshold of stress is currently over after today.

this week we have been meeting up almost everyday in the week

to study for the introduction to psychology mid-semester which

commence today!

the threshold of stress have been accumulated for the past few days

when we trash ourselves into the textbook and finally today

everything is in use. we have like becoming a 'expert' in flipping books

just to search for answer. it was really very anxious during the test when we have

100 questions to complete within one and a half hour and my lecturer

mdm rashimah constantly reminding us about the time that we have left.

but, we still managed to finish the test on time and though we have no more

chance in seeing our test paper again. hope we could excel well in this

semester paper but will still excel well in our final paper.

alright,

i shall end here and go rest my headache.

really cannot tahan liao. damn pain.

bye!

Today is SUNDAY

it should be a relax day for everyone but it was a STRESSFUL day for me.

as i spent almost the whole day doing revision for my intro to psychology

up-coming mid-semester which is this wednesday so 我真很有压力！

tomorrow got to continue the revision again

getting into bed soon.

good night!

jia you!

okays,

this was supposed to be updated yesterday

but i was too tired to switch on my laptop so than i updated today.

read sharon's blog yesterday and i agree with her that it was a unique day

yesterday as we make a trip down to IMH. you must be thinking why do we

go down to IMH, are we somehow of 'sick'? but nononono we are not,

we went down for the volunteer orientation to know more about IMH

and their volunteering system thats all.

after the briefing,

we were brought around the place and the lady brought us to the female ward.

i was in shock when i realised that it was not like a hospital or a prison but

a combination of the both of them. the patients inside couldn't walk around

like they want, they are all 'locked' up in one room and doors are being set-up

with security-tab card system. Only with the tab card than you can enter.

when we were standing outside the ward cleaning our hands before entering

there was two woman who actually walk over to the door looking at us

before entering, they face looks scary and emotion-less. It really hurts me

when i sees most of them were like elderly and they got to stay there at this age

with this illness, i really asked myself where are they families. why aren't they there

for them when they needed them most?

when later i notice one woman was being binded down to the bed, like sharon

my heart sank down. than after that there is another woman who came forward

singing us a song in dialect, though i don't really understand what was she singing

but somehow still could understand a little. after we left, hearing from sharon than

i know she is singing about her life during the past. they are really very genuine in

their feelings and emotions and know how to express it out using this kind of method.

after this trip to IMH,

i really appreciate my wonderful life now that i have been given a

healthy body, mind and soul.

really hope people out there could learn how to appreciate theirs

when someone in there is suffering something worse from them.

=(

哈！

真的是为我自己感到骄傲呢。

今天回到了家就有一股冲动想要洗我那肮脏到不行的车

就决定一回到了家立刻换掉衣服拿着两大桶的水到了家楼下

去把车洗一洗。这可是我第一洗车而是自己一个人洗到完喔，

换是以前的我一定是懒惰的说“哎哟，根本不脏啊。” 哈哈！

可是现在我真的受够了！

它真的有够肮脏的，受不了！

找人洗要不能一定洗的很干净，而且还是花了七块钱喔。

真贵！倒不如自己洗。对吗？

哈哈！我又在自问自答了喔。

下午又和好友们到了学校去自习Introduction to Psychology

终于把Chapter 3 给读完了，费了很多时间去了解课本在说什么

所以就读了很久才终于搞定它。虽然读完了三个Chapter，我还有多五个Chapter

才能正式读完。但是有了导师给的一些自习的题目应该是没什么问题的啦。

星期三的测验我一定会加油考个好成绩回来。

请大家给我加加油吧。哈哈！

晚安咯！

明天要到IMH去听演讲。

期待-ing!

=）

woof!

just return home from lecture

today lecture was funny, interesting

by going through psychoanalytic from sigmund freud

which happened his theory includes lots of sex stuffs

and all that stuffs make us laugh till we nearly roll on the floor

tonight finally have the confident to present in the lecture

since i have studied a little before class so today

tends to have the confidence to present but still not that good

and i think i still been reading through the book a little.

hope the next one i will be more better!

when ikea alexandra for dinner with vanessa, sharon and yinan

today before class. have a sumptous meal today with

meatballs and chicken wings, than before we left ikea for school

we went to get ikea ice cream yummy! is nice. a little vanilla and

caramel mixed that makes the taste fabulous. before leaving ikea on the way

to the carpark we saw our lecturer mr frederick right behind

and we were shocked when we saw him, than begin to laughs non-stop.

haha!

enjoy the day today

tomorrow would be better

but need to do my assignment for research method soon.

nothing much to post up today

since there is not much thing happened around

cause i have been slacking at home in my room throughout the whole day today

and yesterday. haha

just done up with my research method exercise 2

and tomorrow got to hand up to my tutor than

got to get ready to do exercise three.

argh! so many things to do. stress arh!!!!

oh! yesterday dinner, i invented my own type of salad

since i dislikes those mayo sauce, caesar sauce, etc

so yesterday i went down to ntuc to get apples, grapes, ham

and a can of peach to make my own fruity salad for dinner.

than tonight dinner, i make another fruit salad

but this time i use egg white instead of peach for salad. hee! =)

see my salad invention below

life is always so unfair

why can't i ?

YES! i might look naive or innocent in the outer

but never label or judge somone by my looks.

i might looks this way and deep inside me

maybe i am not, deep inside i am someone strong

and i can do alot of things by myself even earn my own

money. I COULD IF I WANT TO!

is just to experience the school life there

thats it. why do you allow her in the first place

but now is my turn and i couldn't have it.

is my dream all along to go overseas for school do you guys know it?

should i just let it be this way that i am not suppose to go

or

should i just go without letting anyone know?

perhaps if is mama, she will definately ask me not

to do it this way as what xiao kui meimei told me.

what should i do?

my dream have been shattered into pieces!

lesson today was as usual

getting a brief introduction from the tutor about

gestalt theory than he break us into group

to read before giving a presentation to the class

about the topic he gave us to discuss and after

break he went through the a fast lecture on

mental illnesses and so. it was quite a interesting

chapter, learning the stages of mental illness

include biological, psychological and supernatural.

the most that interest me was hypnosis! i always have

a great interest in hypnosis, it so fascinating on just a

simple words or action u can put someone into a relax mode.

i would want to master in hypnosis!

after class, vanessa and me were planning for some supper

but due to my cravings we take a hard time to planned where

to go so in the end i just drove the car to bugis tan quee lan street

and decided to have steamboat since i have been craving for it

since yesterday. but we just couldn't eat much also lar

we ate for like one hr plus to two than we were all so full than

decided to get some dessert but the place were full house so

decided to just get dessert for vanessa's cousin and headed home

when we reach vanessa's block, she started packing her stuffs

but forgotten about her lilo stitch purse so i kept it than

she was looking up and down for that wallet but i just act

as if i didn't saw it. wahahahahaha!

in the end,

of course i did gave her back orelse hais

vanessa got no door to enter caus-e her keys inside that wallet.

hee! i am still a good girl okay! ;)