today,

woke up at around 11plus to do revision for my upcoming exams

but before reading i prepared my own breakfast and make sure

my stomach is enough full to sustain be for the whole

period of reading history textbook, fortunately it is.

finally done with another chapter of history though is dry but think

that i am not able to finish all 20 chapters by next wednesday since i am only

at chapter 6 now. omg! please help me someone!

after clearing my history textbook i proceed on with my intro textbook

with a short break in between and still managed to cleared finish one and a half chapter

which now i am at the end of the chapter, plan to finish it either tml

or after my history exams but should be tml orelse i wont have time to

finish the whole thing. =(

tml is my stats tuition preparing us for this monday examination

and must really pay attention to it, no more shutting off of brain.

at least i wanna have a CREDIT

i wanna passed this module nicely! i wanna overcome research methods

alrights!

i need to go sleep and get ready for tml tuition.

good night!

I have not been updating my blog for a long time

since dont know when.

went down to the optical shop today at whitesands to get my eye check

since i have been having blur vision from far and indeed

my degree have increased.

seriously, i thought it would now be that serious as all along my degrees

have been very low but today both eyes have hit to 200 plus degrees for 近视

and 150 degrees for 闪光.

no choice! i have to get a new pair of glasses to take over my

usual one and this time is in RED

hee! my first red spectacles!

finally after few weeks of rushing for assignment we

finally cleared all the assignment on monday 18 May after

handing in our stroop research report.

you could think we should be free after that and can relax already

but no way, the examination is just at the coming week

and now everyone of us is trying to bluetooth the whole textbook

into our brain so that during examination it could help.

we have been meeting for the whole week to do self study in school

burying ourselves into our books and some even slept on their books

or nearly fall asleep while trying to bluetooth the thing inside the brain

anyway, studies to us was impt but we still know when to relax

so yesterday head down to ps with sharon, vanessa, steven and andrew

for some relaxation walk walk around than went to make a bear for

sharon mama as a substitue for the KL trip.

the name of the bear is called little faith

and is sharon mama's baobei.

hope sharon mama love it!

;)

alrights!

just finished reading my history text and updated my blog

and is time to go into my beauty sleep.

good night!

终于啊！

after continously two days of waking up early and sleeping late

i have finally finished with my assignment just today morning.

yesterday,

mama, andrew, meimei and me studied the whole

day from morning all the way to morning 4am just to complete the irritating

assignment, which later i sugguested that we go take a nap first

later in the morning 9am we shall start again but the wholly 3 hours of sleep

is definately not enough.

after i woken up from my sleep,

the whole day feel like puking and can't eat anything down my stomah

until in the afternoon 2pm plus i finally done up with everything

plus printing it out and the sending the assignment to my

tutor email. after getting everything ready i went for a short nap of

45 minutes before waking up to meet steven and meimei for

lesson. though i bought a donut for dinner but it still did not ease the

gastric pain that is giving me problems today.

which just now when i reach pasir ris

i went to buy macdonalds home for my dinner and this is the first meal

that i have eat for the whole day.

神right!

haha!

lastly,

to my dearest darling and baobei,

perhaps recently i have been too stress about assignment and things that

happened around and begin to 胡思乱想.

i still love you girls as much!

no worries, i won't 胡思乱想 again.

miss ya!

shall me up soon after my exams in june

now busying preparing for exams!

bless me okays.

;)

ENOUGH!

I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THIS!

was friendship a lie?

was friendship a one party thing?

what does friendship stands on?

will friendship fades away even when friends are not together in one environment?

seriously,

now i doesn't know was the friendship still there between us

you guys were so happy without me.

tried to contact you guys through msn either busy or there no reply

take time to look up yours blogs seeing how have you guys spents throughout

the weeks, tag your blog show concern but looks like there isn't any reply

perhaps two is always better than three.

confused mind!

WOOH!

finally after several day of meet-up in school

and several day of midnight train, i have finish rushing out my

history assignment which mean my stress level is one level down now

but i still have one introduction to psychology assignments submission

date on wednesday, one research method exercises due on monday and

lastly my lab report due on 18 may.

so my stress level is still not normal yet

but who cares since i chose to get stress by assignment the moment

i chose to sign up for this course and no one point a gun as me.

super agree with mdm rasimah words

we have a choice to choose not that we dont have.

choices are meant to choose!

stresses are meant to cope!

压力 is back again roaming around us this week and next week.

we have tons and tons of assignments that deadline are near the corner soon.

after assignment deadline though we can have few weeks of rest before

studying for exams but the dates are still pretty close.

indeed, no time for us to relax ourselves.

we must 冲，冲，冲!

08.05.09(Fri): Psychology: History and Perspective Lesson

09.05.09(Sat): Research Method Tuition! (100 bucks per lesson!!!!)

this is my schedule for the time being and the assignment are all

cramp into this month to be handed up to the tutor and soon 2 weeks later

it will be examination time.

PEEPS!

lets 加油！

just finish with my history reading today afternoon on

darwinian and the mental testing.

their mental testing is really rubbish lor. they classifying intelligence

as inherited from parents, ancestors than those that have IQ below

normal will be classified under 'moron' and some are even brought

for sterilization. not only this, they even say that those whose IQ

are below average are not allow to get married or reproduce children

just to maintain the country intelligence level. what nonsense lor?

thankfully, i am born in this era and not that era or i think i will

be undergoing that if my IQ level was below average.

really feel so sad for the people living in the pass era, while reading the

textbook i was like mumbling to myself "rubbish", "nonsense" all kinds of words.

today,

i finally step out my first step of faith to took out my bible which i kept

in one corner of the cabinet and couldn't dare to take as i feels guilty

about the things i have done to HIM

but after talking to sharon suddenly i have the

urge to bring out the bible and the faith to flip it open

looking through the verses that He spoke to previously for encouragement,

comforting and healing.

i began sharing verses with sharon on msn and suddenly felt so charge up by

his words, i think soon i will step out faith moving back to him and

walking into his wide open arms that have been open up for me since i left.

Luke 9:23,24

Then He said to them all, "if anyone desires to come after Me,

i will take up a step of faith one day and carry my cross daily to

follow you down my route of journey call life.

Resting Day!

today is my rest day from studies for the past few weeks

giving myself a break from all the studies before i continue studying

for my history assignment that is due on friday.

i am starting tomorrow!

today went down to ps to meet my prudential agent to sign

some documents for the policy thing than rush down

to somerset starhub building to meet 小葵妹妹to get my

diploma certificate which is a late down anyway.

the certificate looks so cheapo in a way that you can print it yourself

so disappointed when i took my certificate!

after collecting my certificate, we walk down to far east shopping centre

and show my dad my certificate and transcript. the moment he saw

my transcript he say "good job! keep it up!" hahaha!

later we went to watch 17 again at grand cathay and the movie was

super duper funny. anyway, zac was really charming and handsome

but ... hmmm i still like my robert pattinson so much.

omg! my heart starts thumping when i talk about him. haha!

bought a sling bag at grand cathay together with 小葵妹妹 but

she bought a haversack and i bought a colorful sling bag.

super nice!