Life for this two days were just busy

school, assignments, tuition

tons of things to do

need to finished my assignments for cognition and abnormal

before next week as cognition

need to be submitted on thursday

while abnormal need to be submitted on following monday

this week is also a heavy week for me

as grandma is still admitted in the hospital

her condition is still as critical, having seizure and its not

getting any better

just came back from hospital

grandma's hand is swollen and still unconscious due to the

seizure medicine

the moment i sees all the tube that's around grandma poking into

her veins and her swollen hand, my tears can't help my

welled up in my eyes

i sincerely pray for a miracle to happened

even after cousin told sister and me about those words

that the medium told them, my heart tighten but no tears was there

it was told that before grandma was down

my deceased big uncle and aunty did went to see grandma

then they were wanting to bring grandma away to where they are

which is around this few days

i hope that this day will not come

i will pray even more for a miracle to come

i know God is going do His best

I love you, grandma.

good night.

OMG!

have been ill for around one week already

and i am not yet fully recover

now,

though the sore throat has subside a little,

the cough was still there as usual

but now the running nose come along

together with fever after the blocked nose

the feeling of running nose is really terrible

went for cognition tutorial today,

class was great as we did clarify with dr loke

whatever we need to clarify with him regarding the assignment

so now

we have to start rushing the assignment which is due on

6th may and abnormal assignment that is

due on 10 may

today,

was great for the whole day despite of my not feeling well body

but everything when down when my flip flop

broke off when i am walking over to redhill mrt

=(

tried many ways to mend the flip flop with the help of

yinan gege but still can't mend it

so in the end i got cab home as i really can't walk with the flip flop

not only that flip flop spoils my day,

in the evening when i am having my dinner before class

i received a phone call from my sister telling me

that my grandma was hospitalized

i doesn't know what really happened to her

thought of going to visit her after class with mum

but sister told me that she ate the medicine which will be

unconscious till the next day, perhaps i got to visit her tomorrow evening

i pray hard for God to heal her

and she would have the appetite to eat again.

okay!

time for medicine and sleep

tuition early in the morning again.

good night!

umm..

it have been a long time since i updated my blog

today,

must really update on it

especially on the powerful sermon being preach by

pastor denis from kuching

about worship dynamics

we always thought that worship is just singing

along with the music getting the presence

of God into the place

but we doesn't really know that

worshipping is actually the only time we

can get really connected with God

pastor denis talk about 3 worship points which is

1. Worship, Its Attention Grabbing

cause it draws us into His presence and switches our focus

from man to God.

where we can catch on to who really God is

and we are gripped by who we really are

this leads to the essence i caught in svc today

3. Being real with God

means we are broken before Him and it changes

our heart condition that it is no longer harden towards him

which is also getting onto His agenda of what He have and

not what we have

seriously,

this whole svc was great and inspiring

even with the altar call song

How can I keep from singing

it was really great

the presence was there and can feel that

everyone sing out from their heart to God

after svc, during lunch,

jing he passed to us the ID2010 church conference

and I was like "should I go or not? since exams is like few days

now the days." BUT in the end I still took the pen

over from sharon and sign up the form

it should be a great chance to experience God

and learn more about Him

truly I know if we give our best in everything

we can, God will do the rest for us

and He will never short change us,

right sharon?

lastly,

went study with the clique at SMU

studied for 2 to 3hrs than walk down to iluma

for dinner and that steven gave darling and honey

a great fright and i was than being frightened by their scream

haha!

had a debate session after dinner

it was fun to have such a debate rather than our

normal talk and sometimes it can be boring

later,

around 9plus

we left iluma and head down to bugis

to train home, then steven out of a sudden

he wanna bus home

BUT

still in the end we managed to call him back

to train home together with me

haha!

and he did!

woooh!

this should be my longest entry

okays,

this is my day,

and now i got to head to the kitchen

for my medicine then sleep

have really been coughing badly this two days

hais!

good night!