umm

for the sake of vanessa

who said why is my blog in chinese

and she has to used a translator

so for now i going to write in english for the

time being until the time when

i feel like writing in chinese

=)

today sermon

was preached by hong teck

he preached about choosing the road less travelled

and he says that as human we always choose route

that is convenient and easy

but nevertheless

it is always the route that would not lead us to life

but destruction

thus,

it is better in discerning to the voice of the holy spirit

as it leads us in walking the narrow route which

is difficult and small

although it is small and narrow but as

we rely the strength on the Lord

it will leads us to the life that

He want us to be

this actually struck my heart

when sometimes i ignore the voice of the holy spirit

and insisting of walking my way,

staying in my comfort zone and refuses to

follow Him as i know how difficult and hard the path

would be

but now

i am going to discern to His voice as He leads me

the life He created for me

today sermon strike me deep while WFL today

also did the something,

it was talking about MOTIVES

i only have one thing to say was

What is important to Him is the motive of our heart

and not the action

the Lord want our heart to be right and having the right motive

then we can perform the right action

learning so much from WFL and sermon

i begin to understand and know Him

also i want to know Him even more

after WFL,

meet vanessa at centerpoint

then we head down to ION Prada

to have my wallet polish and now

it has returned to it BRIGHT PINK again

no longer that dull colour

hee!

after leaving prada

we head down to wheelock borders to check on vanessa's

book which she wanted to purchase

but unfortunately they doesnt have the book in stock

so we decided to go for dinner @ pasta house

during dinner,

we had a great chat about things

that are not easy to speak out

these things are things that are hidden deep inside our hearts

but we did had a great chat and dinner

=D

finally,

we found the book at kinokuniya @ ngee ann city and

she bought the book immediately =)

after purchasing

we continue our journey down to wisma TCC for dessert

and continue our talk until TCC closes,

we head over to starbucks continue the talk

and realises alot of things

but we still decided

to perserve on this friendship that have come so far

and

i know we can make it.

cause

i am looking forward to this day....

期待中....

今天和平常一样

但是今天接到学生父母的电话

告诉我本来十二月继续的补习要停一停

不知道是不是学生考的不好

而要停止呢。

不知道为什么他会考不好

是我教的不好吗？

唉~

这几天我一直在想

什么是友情？

是不是我一直把友情的定义搞错了呢？

真的不知道为什么好好的

一个友情既然可以变成这样

大家已经尽量在维持这段友谊

但我怎么觉得根本没有一点点的进展

是我还是我们做的不好吗？

已经尽量不要忽略每一个人

而你还是对我们那么冷淡

真的真的很不开心！

=(

有没有人能教教我怎么做啊。

我真的很珍惜也很想维持好这一份友谊

毕竟，

能成为志同道合的朋友并不容易

是缘分让我们成为朋友

现在大多数的补习都停了

收入也暂时停顿了下来

而我现在才发现自己

的肩膀既然扛下这么多东西

就快要喘不过气了。

每一个月都在想着

现在要还这个又要还那个

存下来的钱很快就这样被还完了。

有时候会觉得好不公平

为什么姐姐念大学做兼职就不需要给

妈咪家用，而我就必须给。

难道，

我真的应该勒紧腰袋省着点吗？

现在看着银行户头里

只省下 $2.20 就觉得头疼

我要怎么用着个钱来过这整个星期啊。

唉~

有谁能帮帮我啊？

its 12.27am

and i sitting on my bed with my lappy in front

having a bad blocked nose and tummyache,

i am pondering upon whether is friendship really important

is it just occur to me or everyone?

to me,

i think it is very important and i will try

all means to protect my friendship with anyone

even if it is broken i will also try all ways just to mend it back

friends - friendships

are peoples and relationships that God place in our life

which is through fate we get to meet together

is not any tom dick or harry can be friends

but it is undergoing obstacles together

makes us understand eachother more and

than we can become friends when we fully know eachother

friends come together to cover eachother bad points with

their good points and thats makes a friendship

i never regret

knowing all me friends and truly appreciate them

in my life cause without them

i would not have the fun, laughter, sorrows and bitterness

all this things that we undergo together

i will always remember

i really hope that all my friendship

will go a deeper level as we get to know eachother

=(