today,

pilates was great and no more torturing

anymore since my abdominal have already

used to the stretch from the exercise but

now is the turn of my arms that ache after

the whole thing, my left arm shiver tremendously

whenever i am holding something. omg!

it is really serious here now.

just came back from a wedding dinner

with my sister and brother-in-law at their

friend's wedding which i also knew him not

really well but we did talk, quite a funny and

interesting guy though he has been used to get

scolding from my brother-in-law always. erm

i mean really always! haha! after such a long

time i didnt see HIM, finally during the wedding

i saw him again. tried my best not to think of him

or not to look at him either but i failed really, trying

to tell my mind that now is mark not him and i still

failed. i just couldnt take my eyes off him when he was

walking to and fro in front of my table and when he start

drinking for the bridegroom, my heart thumps even

faster with worrying feeling that will he get drunk?

or how would he go home after that? omg!

am i really in love with him until i can't forget him?

trying my best to forget him but how could i do

to forget him fast and thorough.