Finally completed my diploma course

on 17th February after receiving my

examination result and to my shock-ness

i got a B instead of a C which what i think

that i would get since that paper was damn

difficult.

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though i should be happy since i passed

my examination and graduate from the

course with a not bad results but i still

feel quite unhappy or perhaps empty inside

me. i began to suspect myself more each day

when i feels myself dragging myself to work

each day and simply counting down to the day.

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truly, i wanna go out and do what i want

i want to start my volunteering work soon

as i begin to start my degree course.

somehow now this job is not what i like

though i suppose i should like it since

i have been working here for like passed

one and the half years to two but it still

looks like i couldn't deceived my own feeling

more after finishing my diploma course with

the torture of chris that was emphasizing that

in this world there is no victim but volunteer.

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