life is always so unfair

why can't i ?

YES! i might look naive or innocent in the outer

but never label or judge somone by my looks.

i might looks this way and deep inside me

maybe i am not, deep inside i am someone strong

and i can do alot of things by myself even earn my own

money. I COULD IF I WANT TO!

is just to experience the school life there

thats it. why do you allow her in the first place

but now is my turn and i couldn't have it.

is my dream all along to go overseas for school do you guys know it?

should i just let it be this way that i am not suppose to go

or

should i just go without letting anyone know?

perhaps if is mama, she will definately ask me not

to do it this way as what xiao kui meimei told me.

what should i do?

my dream have been shattered into pieces!