Life for this two days were just busy

school, assignments, tuition

tons of things to do

need to finished my assignments for cognition and abnormal

before next week as cognition

need to be submitted on thursday

while abnormal need to be submitted on following monday

this week is also a heavy week for me

as grandma is still admitted in the hospital

her condition is still as critical, having seizure and its not

getting any better

just came back from hospital

grandma's hand is swollen and still unconscious due to the

seizure medicine

the moment i sees all the tube that's around grandma poking into

her veins and her swollen hand, my tears can't help my

welled up in my eyes

i sincerely pray for a miracle to happened

even after cousin told sister and me about those words

that the medium told them, my heart tighten but no tears was there

it was told that before grandma was down

my deceased big uncle and aunty did went to see grandma

then they were wanting to bring grandma away to where they are

which is around this few days

i hope that this day will not come

i will pray even more for a miracle to come

i know God is going do His best

I love you, grandma.

good night.